Daddys-Gal

GLEE =)

2010-02-26T22:59:00.002+08:00

Finished watching Glee within a week.. Its realli so nice!

The songs and story were so entertaining and I realli enjoyed it, special thanks to BEn.. haha.. i guess its really time for mi to start mugging alr.. after enjoying such a great show.. You must BELIEVE in urself.... and live ur dreams!! I;m so gonna miss it lo... it's amazing cause its he only thing that is distracting mi from FB.. haha

Lab has been really busy this week and worked on drugs a already.. cant believe Taurine has so many "extra" ingredients in them man ,gonna start working on my projects and test next weeek already..

Such a pity cant swim today cause of the rain..bleah.. roofy hanged up my phone just because i was not gg home today lol.. Saw kiwi today in canteen., well i guess he's still guilty or sth.. but its a little freaky cause "THE SECRET" realli works and I;ve been seeing people and things that I think of coming true!1

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

first day in Rh =)

2010-02-22T21:54:00.002+08:00

Finally settled down in hall...

Haha.. so glad I have such a funky and friendly roomie.. hehe.. she's so funny and nice to talk to.. lol.. tink will have a great sem ahead.. loland I succeeded in bringing lesser things den Swee Yee.. now must work to bring lesser things den Zhi Jun .. hehe..

Its a good start for hall stay.. haha.. feel like home too.. Talked on the phone for almost an hour with roof roof to revise his maths and chat with him..hehe.. hope he has more confidence and does well tml..

So thankful to swee yee, shu lin and Zhi jun for helping with with the luggage today.. haha. i realli miss home and daddy.. but i'll see them soon. haha. love the new toilets and room too. and finally Ee yoh can be on my bed again.. ok..

SHall go and mug already.. saw this realli cute container form lab that can be used for deco purposes.. =)

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

Sick

2010-02-19T14:56:00.002+08:00

So Wierd. I so did not eat new year goodies yet i can fall sick. don tink its wad old telepathy like wad kiwi claims.. but oh well. as owl said. its the weather.. Or rather i was already sick before new year. perhaps just a continuation den. LOL..

but its a bad tiem to fall sick i guess. cause al the presentations are coming up and I'm gg back to hall already.. I dono if its the right choice but I hope it forces me to study and give mi more time to sleep.. i'll have more time with my frens and so weekends i can just come back to revise for my brother!! so funny dat taurus begged me not to go back.,.but i tink its not relevant to him?

Jia you DODO =)

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

New Year i OOVEr

2010-02-17T20:23:00.002+08:00

Woah.. time passes realli fast and new year is gg to be over soon..

It's time to rush all the projects and choing already! NEw year new start =)

Hope its gg to be a great year ahead !!! hahah.. Jia you Dodo....

FIrstly.. let mi Facebook for a while first.. den gg to mug alr.. lol.. without the television on, efficiency is so much higher!!

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

Happy New Year

2010-02-15T17:18:00.003+08:00

Wow.. I have not been blogging for one whole semster! since its new year I guess its me to start blogging often again.. haha.. Some New year resolution and wishes first =)

1) To go to a nice and romantic place ( like Europe) and ride on my horse carriage lol

2) Have a smooth semester, no matter whether it is my last sem or not.. Hope all the lab will give very good results and STAY awake during lectures.

3) Get rid of the "Lan Tao Hua", to make the right choice for my Mr Right.. -=) Which means only the good ones stay and bad ones can all leave. lol

4) To Silm down before I get into MOE..=)

5) My brother will do well academically and be less playful .. My Sister's blogshop will have lots of business and she can concentrate on her studies too =) My mum can have a better temper and scream lesser, most importantly enjoy good health too..

6)No matter whether I;m staying in hall or at home, I hope to have a conducive learning environment =)

7) Be Happy, Positive, Cheerful, Patient always.. MOst Importantly, LOve myself and be more confident!! =)

8)TO have great projects mates and be confident for all the project work. Don't feel shy to talk in class..

9)My true friends will have a blessed New Year and have a smooth year ahead. For those who were misled and lost, hope they come back from strayed path soon!

10) Hope my little students will have longer attention span and learn to check their work =) hehe

11) Forgive all those who did me wrong, cause they made me learn from it. If I have offended anyone, hope they will be appeased too..

12) To go to Disneyland,Korea and Universal theme park =)

13) My BELOVED DADDY will have an easier time, ongoing flow of nice customers, good level of cholesterol and blood pressure, have lots of happy days ( without doing all the sai gang) have time to enjoy himself =)

So far, New year has been quite enjoyable for me.. hehe. its really a long awaited break and it feels kinda shuang to just slack the whole day and get to play with the little cute babies!1 hehe.. FIrst day was spend with the toddlers who make you so amused by their little actions. They will just follow after what you do and this really made me wanna do everything right as a role model.. haha. they are so impressionable and so innocent. Especially my little baby cousin who is so selective to the people who carries him, was so flattered cause he let mi carry him the whole day. Other then his maid and parents, others who tried to carry him failed cause he would just pretend to cry .. lol.. so smart yet I guess that;s his way of protecting himself..

I had no idea why he allowed mi to carry him, either I have a clown face which kinda entertain mi, I have the motherly feel, or he coudl realli feel I will not harm him.. haha. seeing his wobbly walking just makes my day! He alomost wanted to go home with me when I left...LOL.. The sight of him holding his hands in the air and struggling to break free from his maid.. lol

Another baby was sick but he was so smiley whenever I played with him. Another smart baby to con mi into carrying him out of his walker so he could crawl about.. haha.. he had such lovely eyes with very long eye lashes too ( jealous*) haha..wonder what are the babies eating nowadays.. lol

Well, gotta start mugging already man.. projects all going to be due.. quite stressed about my lab presentation on friday.. just hope everything turns out well!!

I think I really don like ppl who breaks promise adn only noe how to talk big.. SOme ppl are just so slow. I;m beginning to believe wad joette says, its really hard to accept people who you do not even like at first sight. LOL.. at least my darling is right to warn about him, I think i have given Taurus enough chances already.. haha.. no matter how nice a guy is to u, as long he brings out all the bad in you, different frequency ., that's it man.. no more sympathy points.. hehe.. After all, I'm still the Dodo who believes in the friends, good friends,best friends den Boyfriends theory.. haha.. Frequency is the most important, hope the bird noes .. haha.. No matter wad, I really thank them for appearing at the right time to bring me out of the darkness.. haha..

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

Everydin wirh fries

2009-10-08T00:51:00.003+08:00

Had a verrrry hectic and fulfilling day today.. was a made rush but it all ended well =))

Haha..woke up grudgingly and took my one and a half hr bus ride to school for MNO 3303.. lucky its another activity and it was held in hall.. somehow it would be a compensation for making us go back for school during E learning.. lol. haha.. But the activity was fun and we were playing some game about production and forming words.. it was really fun trying to argue that your sentences make sense and the interaction was great..=) haha

Den went for a decision making survey and won 8 bucks.. haha.. quite easy money.. But the only anti -climax was that i wsa sneezing all the time since morning.. must be something dirty in the dust in the hall since morning that made mi sneeze so much., my nose also tired lo.. haha

AFter that had brunch at BUSiness with ZHi jun,, haha, very long never eat there already.. had quite a good time catching up with zhi jun., made me miss hall even MORE>> haha..she is still as caring as usual..

Travelled to give tution at Yio CHu kang and had dinner with ANGels, SHuyun, HUi Yan and MUi kee at EVERYTHING WITH FRIES..=) haha.. realli glad to see swee and tony too.. haha.. and glad they loved the food.. I soo love the NUTella tart dere..

bought a slice for KAshing and Realli happy that he and his family liked it too.. haha.. Cnat wait to go s=mug in school tml n lunch with him.. haha..

SOme OWL made my life more happening with all his funny messages.. haha =)

Cant help but laugh at the funny responses on my NOTE in facebook.. haha thanks all for the responses.. lol

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

Start =)

2009-10-05T00:06:00.003+08:00

Finally the day has come!!

3rd of OCt is an important day cause its the birthday of my special fren and it marks the end of a bad period in my life..=/

Went to changi village hotel for seng wai's birthday and the ambience was realli good..=) haha.. loved the BBq food.. anbd the pasta was not bad too.. haha.. Took a photo of a greedy housefly who dropped into the chocolate fondue and died happily dere.. lol

The toilet signs were very blin blink too.. haha.. shall upload the photos soon..

Dono why had stomach upset today, cant got for tuition or glyn's 21st birthday. Siann.. feel so bad la.. rawwah....bad and busy weekend man... n FARM TOWN is down.., argh.. all my harvests.. lol

Shall go try to mug for MId terms tml.. glad that i finally finished the marketing project.. at least a draft and the group project for MNO.. but indivudal project haven yet,, arghhh.. its all going to be over soon.. =) was abit touched ytd by a friend's concern.. haha.. cute but funny man.. all the best in ur computting thingy., haha

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

wo zhogn yu dong le

2009-09-29T00:03:00.001+08:00

hello..

I noe swee, lisa, eehiang and many others who care are going to kill mi.. but this is the last time.. I promise,..=)

第一次被骗是天真，第二次是无知，第三次是笨蛋

再次再次地不回头，那是你最后的温柔”以前我不懂，现在我懂了。

不回头，才不会让我们伤得那么重。

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

random thoughts

2009-09-26T21:35:00.002+08:00

Had full day tuition today.. abit tired but i guess its a source of refuge for mi.. haha.. prelims just ended and quite worried for the O level students. haha.. but they seem less worried den mi lo.. haha..

MY sec 2 boy was so notti today. wanted to sleep and even went to the toilet to nap.. lol.. end of year exams also coming for the secondary school students n little roof roof.. but i seem to be the more anxious one.. before long essays and projects are due too.. haix.. stress man..

Dono why today got a little emo when i saw some of the sweet sweet msg in my com. i tot i would not see them again... but I guess the feelings of joy seem come when I come across them as and when.. I guess I'm not devoid of feelings and I'm super sentimental.. so having some feelings shd be normal .. =) but its realli different already.. SOmetimes looking back, If i had the choice to choose again.. would I rather say no or don mind experiencing it again?. I dono .. i realli don. but I noe i;ll handle it differently and in a different attitude..

I guess more protection would have been done+)) DOno if I should buy the book the SECRET.. its realli motivating but I 'm afraid to be too reliant on it.. hmm .. shall tink about it.. looking for a tote bag for my books.., =) one that is a little feminine and wun get out of shape easily.. haha..

Abit sian about my holidays to HK already.. dono if i shd go or not.. still abit doubtful of the wrong crowd thingy...hope evrydin works out.-)

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

BUSy

2009-09-25T21:49:00.003+08:00

wow... tink I MIA again..=/

The 6 weeks have been so busy and routined.. tuition, lecture, class,.. I realli spent more time in tuition den revising.. friends have been advising mi but I just cant bear to give up the responsibility.. realli hope helping them is helping myself too.. their exams are going to end already and I would have more time for myself..=)

BUt have been busy doing lots of FACEBOOK quizzes.. lol..

new addiction to Farm Town now man.. bad.. haha.. lots of thing to update but i guess its too much to say here..New addiction might be mafia wars but I'm trying to control...

about 2 more weeks and I hope I am out of wad I should be out alreadY =) its a special dasy for a special fren in my life and a day I hope to be free of all worries..=/.. All the memories shoudl all have been buried and put at the back of my mind..

Recess week is almost ending alre3ady.. good thing is I realli had a good rest.. but I have not fulfilled my PLAN to study at MAcs.. cause I realli don like the burgers dere when u have to buy it just to sit dere.. but the coffee is a bit better.. Have been eating out alot during recess week and been to a few cool places!!!

The new cafe " Everything with FRies" has very very nice breaded salmon.. the nutella tart is superb too.. onna bring my frens to try already.. haha.. Wen tot supreme cour today.. its a rare chance cause I would not wanna go there during trials unless my special one is the lawyer dere.. lol. but its realli nice and tech savvy!!

Was supposed to go K box today.. the charge on the pamplet was 20 ++ but when we got there, it suddenly became 42++ after all the charges!! so atrocious man. in the end went to eat Asian Kitchen .. have not been dere for quite some time already. new company at the place with lots of memory..SOme retail therapy today.. haha..

SUnday went to RH to stay over at ZHi Jun's room.. had a great nite chit chatting, gossiping, updating and studied quite a lot man.. the place is so new after renovation , especiall y the toilets=)

Here are some interesting quizzes I took.. haha.

1) Ng completed the quiz "What Personality Trait Stands Out Most In You?" with the result Adventurous.

You have an exciting personality. There isn't one boring moment in your life. You have an insatiable curiosity that takes you on many memorable experiences. Your wonder of the world demands that you travel, wherever it may be! Simply looking at a picture or reading about it won't be enough. You're strong and fearless enough that you come off as heroic. You have an honorable charm about you. You are very loyal to your friends, family, and especially your romantic interest. A promise is a promise..

2)Ng completed the quiz "The Real You." with the result Yourself.

The truth is, you already are aware of yourself and who you are. You've come to terms with yourself and have been through almost everything. You live, love, and cherish. You've already shown everyone your true colors. Your life is complete. Nothing hold you back. You've lived with regrets, anger, hurt, despair, light dark, and everything in between. However, these things won't stop you. Keep living on. You find beauty in yourself and others. You are prone to changing. You let your emotions out and keep them that way. Everyone admires you for your loyalty and trustworthiness. You are a truly unique and one in your own..

3) Ng took the quiz "What Kind of Guy is Attracted to You?" and got the result: Nerd!

Often attracted to girls who are too beautiful even to speak to, the Nerd waits for an opportunity to make contact and then chokes right up. You're drop dead gorgeous and totally out of his league, but you should consider settling on these not-so-good-lookers. These guys are the sweetest of the bunch. They have secure salaries with their successful IT companies and tend to remember just how lucky they are. Where the other boys might take you for granted, the Nerd will always remind you you're a princess.

4)Ng took the quiz "Who is Your Disney Twin?!!" and got the result: Woody!

you are a leader by nature, and hate it when your high position is taken. You are jealous but you love your friends and are loyal to the end. You don't like change. You are secretly insecure about yourself and worry that you are easily disposable. You should know that no one can ever take your place. You are brave and easily face danger to protect your friends.

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

After thoughts

2009-07-29T23:14:00.000+08:00

Its been 2-3 weeks since that scary present was received.. I guess i hope i somehow get better or over it.

"Think, but don dwell"
"He not worthy of you"
"You'll find someone better"
"We'll always be here for you"
"Miss if you must, don try to stop yourself"
"DOn hurt yourself and do such things, you deserve to be happier"
" It a good choice girl, don look back cause the future is brighter"
"Brace urself, ring mi whenever u tink of him"
" hang on, its going to be over even before you noe it"
" Have some pride girl"
" HE should be sad cause he is losing a gem"
" You should be able ot find your way soon, Keep ur chin up"
" You arent compelled to feel this way but to continue to pursue your own happiness"
" BE thankful dat you've been spared from a cheater and loser"
" He just got no B****, its his loss"

Wah.. n the list goes on.. realli very thankful that this is wad backed mi all this while.. realli very grateful and I shall be strong just for u!! =)

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

Ups and down

2009-07-05T23:14:00.002+08:00

Just when i was about to celebrate my special sem completion and his attachment ending. this has to happened. when i was planning a surprise for him.. haix.. my 21st bday wish might not come true le..i guess it might be unpredictable and it could have been prevented if i were more careful, less blinded and more decisive..

There is always a first time for everydin, I noe it is wrong of him to two-time, my friends say its very jerk to do dat and worst was he did not even dare to admit it. he said it was to protect me and also cause he was not sure of his own feelings, but this incident has really scarred my confidence towards relationships, and perhaps even have a phobia for it.. haix.. reali dono wad to say le.. sad of cuz sad.. but i don wan to tell him.. i have to put up the brave front to prevent my dad from worrying .. to help him make the decision, i realli don wan to see him so confused and sad.. =/ i dono if i am doing him harm by pushing him away, but i guess in the short run it shd help mi feel less stressed ba.. don wan him to drink too.. cause its realli bad for his health.. hope al the sacrifice would be appreciated one day..

I finally released how my soft-heartedness and sillyness had led to this heartbreak ba.. if i had made up my mind earlier, maybe all this hurt would not have been inflicted on me.. when i was so overly concerned about reactions to a breakup, worried about how he was going to cope, realli made me make that decision to give us a chance, little did i noe that he was not as strong as i was. Tempations were always dere, not dat i blame him, but i guess most guys would have felt flattered by such a confession and easy target. yup.. i was always born not learning how to fend for myself, to be selfish or to fight for things i wan.. ( this is a good n bad point man) but i guess its time to learn to be strong ---- for my friends n for myself!!

THough i did not fight for my friends, I still had a wonderful bunch of friends who always supported me throughout this difficult period, lots of advice, encouragements, calls, dinner dates flowed in, all just to make sure I would be fine.. I was really overwhelmed and felt glad i had these people with me.. the messages all so touching n amusing, the different types of ways to get me back on my feet. I don say they erase the hurt, but they really helped to lighten it.. “ jing yi shi zhang yi zhi “ ba.. i really learned the importance to be tougher and more rational le.

Memories shall just be memories, tinking about it still brings back the laughter n I guess at least i once enjoyed and was really happy before.. being sentimental is something I still cant get over and i noe as my friends said, that’s just Li Wei.. haha.. atttachemtn is starting soon.. hope i will be busy enough to get over it faster and not have the heart-ache anymore. I hope wad my friends said is true that I deserve someone better.

If there is no bitterness of the breakup, there would be no sweetness in the relationship. I guess I have no regrets since I really put in my heart n soul, dedicating all that I could for him. I dui de qi zi ji le.. It obvious who is losing the gem =) haha..

I really hope to put this chapter of life behind, only remember the sweet memories and forget the unhappy ones. IF we can still be friends, it would be good, if not, all I have in exchange would be loads of good friends and the lessons learned.. Look forward to a better future and wish u all the best.. I’m not the vengeful kind so i really wish u all the best! Please noe dat every girl has the right to be loved =) the biggest hurt comes from the lies dat u said which was mean to protect me but i guess it made things worst.

Thanks for all that you have done! Thanks for making me a better person and letting me realise the harsh reality of 1+1 is not equals to 2. Not everything can be reciprocated with efforts and dedication. It also depends on tian shi, di li and ren he..>.<>

To my special friends, u guys rock and thanks for being dere patiently, listening to all my rantings and sharing... u all made me more hopeful and taught me to love myself more! U guys made me feel much better and thanks for all the kind gestures =)

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

Catch up =)

2009-06-29T11:50:00.002+08:00

Its been 2 months again..

Past 2 months have been busy with special sem and work.. haha.. finally its over..
Special sem has been so taxing yet enjoyable when its done.. lol.. the experience of doing the experiments, lab reports preparations and the viva.. haha.. really test our concept n composure lo.. but so glad its over..

Guess have been quite stressed out and broke down in lab lo.. so paisei.. hope the TAs don remember mi lo...

two more weeks n his attachment will be over le.. hopefully by then things would be much better.. haha.. this few weeks have been super roller coaster lo.. up n downs.. so much that i;ve learn to toughen myself a little and to take things easier.. I guess communication is the key ba.. should try to look at things more objectively n follow my heart. lol

SO excited yet nervous bout attachment cause have to do about national education.. so difficult lo.. aiyo..but oh wells .. go for briefing first den see how ba.. they even got my gender wrongly.. its not Mr Ng Li Wei lo.. wadever..=/

Got block one dinner tml.. yayy=)

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

I Finally Back =)

2009-05-02T23:21:00.001+08:00

I’m (finally) Back

Wow.. I’m been really MIA for 2 months man.. New month new beginning.. hahaa.. guess it shows how busy I was.. haha.. studying, Facebooking, Tutorials, Lectures, Labs, Tuition.. The list goes on. Lol..=) There’s so MUCH things to say man..

Ok.. 1 by 1.. =)

EXAMS!!!!! 5/6 papers down since Thursday and tue, wed and thurs was so scary.. 4 papers in 3 days man.. haha.. really mentally straining for my brain.. (hope it’s a good sign).. last paper is on 6^th..OMG>> and the worst is that it’s a 5pm paper and everyone will be packing their stuff by the time I end.. =/.. oh wells.. cant be helped.. Have been studying at upper lounge with the Block one committee people and Its really fun and interesting experience.. lol.. We have our own fill of GOSSIPs, Fun, SuPpers, FACEBOOK and of course mugging.. haha.. some mug through the day, some the NITe and some who mug in their dreams. Lol..

Now that exams are ending.. I think I’m so going to miss the experience. Now that I’m at home.. already fill the emptiness.. Studying there can be distracting yet motivating.. Distracting when sometimes there would be so much noise due to expected guests or there would be a time when everyone is so distracted by MOUsehunt, REsTaUrant City, I-sketch.... etc.. BUT but but, there would also be times when its so quiet and conducive for mugging.. heehee.. when tired you could take a nap and be successfully woked up (MOST of the time, with some exceptional ppl).. haha.. there would also be ppl who tries to make you study when you should.. hahha. Not to forget the heartwarming suppers and lunch from all over Singapore.. haha.. It’s been a routine for the past 2 weeks.. really thankful to Zhi Jun and Swee Yee for waking me. And of course shu Lin for calling me too.. and their malay coaching too..=)

Will never forget the times when we refilled water for each other (RUi Zhen, Hiang, Van..), the super lame jokes and vocabulary by Jack, the fundamental Guo Chuan, EE hiang and her favourite handouts and her help in going out to get supper for us with her FRIEND.. Kaixiang for driving out and entertaining us with his witty ideas, himbotic and CUTE Benjamin with his videos and SUAN-ings.. Jing Jie for intro-ing Restaurant City.. Linda being very Zi-Dong too..=).. Andrew with his sexy poses, Jensen with his serious and Dota side… Weiliang the Facebook hacker… the weeks really passed so fast and its really happening everyday..

Hope we can go kbox really soon!!! Its hard to organise everyone.. but can try.. haha..=)

I guess I’m feeling specially nostalgic cause it’s the last sem for me in hall already and so many people are going for SEP or NOC>… =/.. kinda sad rite.. but its happy knowing they will enjoy themselves..

MY little brother’s exams are coming and it quite worrying that he’s still so playful.. maybe its normal for boys to be playful but I really hope to make him concentrate and work a little harder this time.. rather than let him regret and be scolded by my mum later…haha.. shall try to talk more sense into him and slowly coach him.. I guess its true when people say its harder to teach your own kid. Haha

Haven gone out for so long and I think the suppers and exam stress are really adding lots of KG on me.. arghhhh.. its so worrying man.. exercise!!!!!! Cant wait for the mini liberation on 6th nite and I hope kiwi will make plans for us that nite!!! Haven really been surprised for quite a while.. hahaha.. but for this exam period, still abit glad that he tries to show some concern here and dere.. haha.. if I don ask for too much its still quite sweet sometimes la..

Well well, I’ve been slacking since yesterday, purely facebooking, shopping and watch TV.. guess its time to start the engine and mug for my last subject.. hahah.. JIA YOU HUANG LI WEI.. aza aza fighting.. =)

Special thanks to Shu Yun who shared her “secret” and helped me a lot during this time.. to Cheng Ying for motivating me even though she’s not by my side..

Looking forward to holidays!!!!!!!

Dat for me to noe, For you to guess =)

ADDICTED

2009-03-04T20:07:00.003+08:00

OOOOHH>.

Super addicted to Boys before flowers recently.. ( korean version of Meteor Garden).. haha.. luckily it onli produces 2 episodes per week.. so cant get addicted too much.. lol

NOt Viwawa has replaced facebook.. but the sucky connection deters from playing. but den.. still play to destress..=/

Dat for me to noe, For you to guess =)

2009-03-04T15:47:00.002+08:00

MIA for almost two months..

cause doing malay blog now for the module.. practise i guess.. so sorry to this blog..=/

Anyway.. been having some problems with kiwi seemingly over the malay module but i guess its realli quite a pity.. It made me realise one have to realli like the subject in order to do well and its quite tiring to take a module because of a person.. haix. 7 more weeks of gruelling experience cause i dono when kiwi's going to flare up again.

I can fully understand when he feels jealous when i talk to guys n stuff.. but i dono y but feel stm he seem to give that black face n vent his frustration on me.. maybe that's his way of "love".. but its so scary n it seems like he is becoming another person..=/

Have been trying to put up with it and pacifying him for the past few weeks, but soimetimes i realli feel so jaded and I cant hide the fact dat i'm struggling myself too.. i do share with my friends but its realli bad to always make them worry about me.. for once. i decided to listen to my friends and let kiwi realise dat somtimes i need support and there's relli a limit to how much i can endure.. I feel so taken for granted and cant even say anydin or confide in him when i feel so stressed out too.. he even said that I have safety net cause i can S/U so i wun not undestand him. but dats so not true??? I''ve used my su and left with one and I've MOE dere sending me warning letters too.. who's not stressed?. its just how you try to face it onli..

Wel.. dere's also happy stuff! my lovely brother did well for his CAs and i feel so happy for him.. my sacrifice to teach him was realli worthwhile and i hope he inderstands the use of practicing..=)
OI promised him to being him to a movie if he gets 2 band 1 and 2 band 2=). (85<>>><3

Dat for me to noe, For you to guess =)

dE JA vU

2009-01-07T15:27:00.005+08:00

IT's been SOOOOO long since i last blogged.. omg.. i feel so bad lo.. haha..
Super addicted to Fated to Love You recently on YouTube.. haha.. a little slow ever since MUi Kee intro-ed to mi last last sem.. haha.. but its realli fun and nice.. hee.. cant wait to see the ending man.. =)

I have so much to say about the exams, the results. work, china trip, 21st birthday parties, etc.. haha.. but it may be abit too late alr now.. haha..

Exams results proved to be slightly encouraging yet Taught me the harsh reality.. lol.. i'm glad that finally the result improved abit but i also realised that the remaining sems i have to get at least B+ and A- for the next three sems in order to get into hons year with my frens..!! realli hope that wish can come true!! Jia You Huang Li Wei.. LOlx..( Sound familiar)

For the chINA Trip i went to shanghai, Nanjing, Wu Xi, Su ZHou and Hangzhou.. all of the places except shanghai were very scenic and I Specially loved the cool environment..=) haha..but it was just a pity that i din manage to see snow..shopping was not bad and i realised my dad can bargain so wel..lol.. i guess it's cause its easier to bargain very firmly when he does not wan the bag to himself.. =) The meals we ate were all at restaurants.. overall the food n toilets are not bad and i manage to eat so little rice.. keke..=) The toilets all had their own grading..most of them were at least a B-.. lol.. so not as bad as i thought.lucky man.. Oh.. and i DIN manage to see Pandas..=/ next time hope have the chance man..shall upload the photos soon!!@!!

Work for xmas had been hectic this year but i felt it was fun yet worth commenting.. haha.. was at Katong Mall for three days and this is the first time we used POS..guess it was smooth but it still has its flaws somehow.its realli slow and lagging sometimes.. yet when it comes to transferring of orders its still efficient.. haha..After xmas would be the time to train new girls before i leave for school already..!!!

School has started for my brother n he has to wake up early now.. its quite sad cause i cant play with him at nite anymore.. but in the morning he sometimes wakes me up for work.. so cute la.. when i hear his voice, no matter how tired i am will also try to wake up lo..haha.. so cute lo.. love the panda drawings he drew for mi too..=)

DatS for me to noe, For you to guess =)

Mugging sessions

2008-11-20T21:59:00.005+08:00

It's finally the study week and four days have passed..aargh.. never knew it can be so fun yet boring to mug.. haha. MUg when u're with the fun batch of people, watching shows, youtubing, Facebooking.,. etc.. boring when u know u have to mug after all the fun.. lol..

Found a new haven to mug, the outer part of upper lounge, the temperature seems just rite, not oo hot or too cold that i may sleep.. the people dere are nice, lame and crappy.. lol..other places include the air-conditioned place, the library which some said it had an ordour, the ex-video room , super cosy!! and the conference room with super comfortable chairs.. haha.. the best is the outer area cause it has nice chairs and temperature.. but can be abit distracting too.. haha..

We'll like mug for a while den joke abit, go for meals, gossiping sessions and back to work.. sometimes, we will also take "naps" that claim to be 15 mins= half a hour or more.. LOL.. at nite its candid camera time, while most of us are sleeping at the comfortable couches, someone may just take unglam photos of us.. LOL..

Our recreation time also include table tennis for some, supper, pool, watching gossip girls or some physics games they play.. sometime interesting gossips or topics come up too...JJ,Ben and jasvind so gosippy lo.. almost made me say things i should not say. LOL.. like today we were talking about tampons!.. lol.. so damn funny the way JJ asked questions about it.. hmm.

We are also quite well-fed by our welfare director..Cin heng, today our menu for supper is spring chicken!!! so cool rite.. as the days past, exams are nearing.. argh.. reality check..>.<.. hope it will be even more fun after the dreaded exams man..=/

PT suddenly msged these few days again. tot he gave up liao.. its putting me a dilemma cause dono if i should l still reply not..replying means giving false hope yet not replying seems so rude.. haha.. maybe when realli irritated can use ben's method,let him call and ask PT to stop disturbing me.. lol

Kiwi is like so troubled and he don evn have time for me.. guess its just exams ba.. two more weeks..hope everydin ends soon and life will be less stressful.. back to work and look forward to THailand =) Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

Gathering

2008-10-29T00:29:00.011+08:00

Today was certainly aan eventful day, meeting all the people and managed to get some stuff done. hee =)

OKies, it started with the organic tutoial which I sadly din have time to do before hand again, haix., i realli realli intended to do but had no time and no idea how to do.. =/ feel so guilty and stupid la.. BUt at least i tried not to sleep during tutorial=) but den.. I still cant stanhd his illegible drawing.. argh....

After lesson went to visit Tony at NUh, second time going there but it was definitely the first trip dere alone, but i was lucky to meet a nice nurse who showed me the way.. haha.. YUp.. so he looked really in pain and he was having high fever man.39 degress!!.itrs so worrying too ..Got him a nice GET WELL SOON BEAR and hoped it made him feel better man. after sending so many Smses and MMSes overseas to swee.. hope my phone bills don shock me or sth.. but was glad at least it made him feel beta and his fever was gone in the evening..=) Enjoyed chatting with him too.. haha

Yup, den in the evening went to meet Nikki and ANdy from SJab.. realli haven met them for ages and yet we realli had a great time together.. haha.. was listening to NIkki's super sweet and drama love stories and how Andy could tella person's character by looking at their faces.. LOL.. So cool la.. we also wen to take neoprints together and had a greeat chat.. hope to see them real sooon man.. maybe can meet up for lunch with Nikki or take modules together.. hee..=)

Trying to Cam whore at the MRT station..=0

Nikki and Me.. haha.. she's becoming more you NU ren Wei already.. noe how to dress and looks really sweet now.. but still so cute as ever.. SHA DA JIE kind.. but her Chinese has certainly improved mann.. talking alot to someone.. haha..=P

Check out the drinks at HK cafe.. mine is the super big one.. passion fruit with peach.. realli nice man.. just a pity cant finish it..

Here's the bear.. haha.. had to walk in and out of the shop so many times just to liaise with Swee.. haha.. hope tony likes it man..=)

My little cuties.. so happy and cute they are.. enjoy looking after them.. except when ppl mistake them for my kids.. NOO.. haha.. my little brother (top) and cousin (bottom)

This is eehiang.. my roomie.. trying to look angelic when she's trying to harm my Roofie.. haha..
So cute rite.. dats Roofie.. a mini siberian husky cause i realli love them.. well since i cant have it as a pet..a keychain helps.. Kiwi bought it for me.. haha

My fave food recently.. sonice and its really addictive man.. try it.. its GOOOOD>

P.s.found out a reallly shocking news about my fellow sch mate today.. haha.. its really puzzling.. but i guess i'm convinced man.. well people do change..=/
P.P.S Dono why the words are underlined..>.< guess ="">

GOing home on Friday!!

2008-10-28T03:15:00.002+08:00

Finally, I can go home on Friday man=)

The meeting was suddenly cancelled caused soem of the members were going back to Malaysia for the long weekend and for once I can go home early.. but quite sian cause KIwi was sick and din even come school.. So i had to bring loads of stuff back home alone.. sad rite.. n ite realli heavy lo...>.<

Anyway.. enjoyed my weekend at home.. so well taken care of and i felt i soemhow felt more comfortably and eaiser to wake up cause my mum's screams are super penetrating, either u wake up or get hell from her. LOL.. at least she don beat me liek she does anymore..=)
But she let mi sleep in on sat morning.. heee..

Went to relief 2 classes ec 2 and 4 on sat and I felt it was quite enjoyable man..kids nowadays are so curious and they ask about everydin under the son.. maybe cause the age gap is lesser ba. no matter it was the first lesson of their new academic year (SEC 1 AND 3 starting sec 2 n 4 work).. so decided to be more lax with them.. but i guess the disaprity of standards in the class made it really challenging as I had to keep at a pace in between and not bore the faster ones..=)

The k2 class was so cute but the little Marcus has started to show attitude.. that's sad.. cause his standard is slightly lower that his peers and his attention span is so short and he really craves for individual attention..the moment I leave his table, he totally refuses to do or simply sits there to stone.. he only starts to do work when I go through word by word with him.. I understand his difficulty in keeping up and that was why i always slowed down or stood by his table to point every word that i read to the class, but i guess this may have spoiled him or made him too reliant.. Its quite sad how parents make their kids go for tuition at K2.. I'm worried it would kill his intertest when he goes to primary 1 next year.. in fact, the rest of the students are already asking why I give Marcus so much attention.. OMg.. kids are getting jealous , but it's good they actaully vocalise it.. haha..

Deepavali was spent workin at Awfully Chocolate and it wqas quite enjoyable.. haha.. manage to get ice cream for my block mates, Yuko, Chun Ping and Shu Yun.. haha.. seeing how chun ping and his block mates had to share and how they enjoyed it made me paisei for not bringing back more and also glad that they really enjoyed it man,.. haha..,

Lu-anne is gettig stressed but I can realli help her work cause Nov is going to be busy man.. n TOny is in hospital..=/
Oh.. I miss Swee too..

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

Tiredness or Lazy

2008-10-22T17:03:00.003+08:00

OMG.. I cant believe I actually slept so early yesterday.. I think its the earliest that I;ve ever gona to bed this past few years, excluding the times when I was sick..=/

Yup.. I actually went to bed at 10pm.. can u believe it.. cause I felt a little tired even after i bathed, I decided to take a NAP and guess what, i slept till almost 7 plus this morning.. I tink Swee Yee may have tried to nudge me to wake me but i guess I just did not wake up..

So I slept for 9 hours plus.. but the saddening thing was that i did not feel super refreshed today.. I guess my body is showing signs of fatigue and it is going on strike..ARGH... SO SCARy lo.. Looks like my next new best friend wil be Nescafe Coffeee already.. I dono if its a good or bad sign but the caffine allergy seems to be mor emild already.. after drinking, the stomach-aches are less pain nowadays and the diahorrea is normally the next day.. haha.. so means i no need to dink the icafe anymore..

Going for dinner already.. still got lotsa things to say about concert Rendezvous! and some interestings stuff i see.. but.. need go for dinner le.. later tonite ba..=)

Just a random tot.. do nice ppl always end up with not so nice ppl and do only opposite poles attract?.. LOL

Can't wait to see Mr. Ahan's little son this sunday..,must be so handsome n cute lo..
OKie.. ZHi JUn hurrying me..==== she say she's waiting patiently with her circuit.. want to elctrocute mi lo.. anw.. congrats to her for finishing one part of her circuit.. she brought in so excitedly to show us lo..muahah

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

Choices

2008-09-16T01:52:00.003+08:00

Its like half-way into the School Sem already yet work is still piling up!!.. argh.. okie..

I'm updating Gail..=)

Was quite happie yesterday..=)
THough I was sick with flu and fever, Was quite glad my body resistance only gave in until the fourth day of exposure to bacteria in close range.. LOl

But i was happy cause i felt very lucky to have abunch of caring friends, was sick last weeek and they were like so nice lo.. Zhi Jun the mummy always making sure we sleep early and waking us for lessons.. haha.. when she cant wake us up, Swee Yee will also come a second around again.. it's very paisei man.. but dono why we just cant seem to wake early lo.. Not to forget our resident doctor Alex who made LimeJuice with Honey for me too.. hee.. but realy recovered with all their love and care=)

Wen to watch the movie "Housebunny", u can call it a bimbotic show but I felt the underlying meaning was not bad.. meaningful ba.. haha.. guys don be so superficial k.. =/
I got my little softtoy, a little small dog which i tot looked like a Siberian Husky, named "Goofie" by my little darling at home.. haha.. its so cute man.. Was given to me by Kiwi..=D even my sister said he should just bribe her with it lo.. my little darling brother could not stop playing with it.. muahaha..

That Benjamin also played with it and stuffed it into Hiang's tissue box lo..

Anw.. Concert has ended le.. lotsa tots... update real SOON.. Promise..

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

Emo?

2008-09-08T00:00:00.002+08:00

OKie.. I have neglected my blog for so long man.. almost a month lei.. feel abit guilty already.. but i guess too many things have happen that i dono where to start with..

the month started with me working 6 days at awfully chocolate cause they were really short of people... haha.. tiring but quite fun .. heehee.. cause got the chance to work with people I normally din get the chance too..

later school started, our first year anni and later my birthday... erm.. it was not dat bad but some parts i just hoped for something else.. but i got to eat UNAGi at shudoku..and the thin crust pizza.. haha,.. and thats enuf to compensate man.. haha.. I also got a jap meal treat from Caleb at MOF..(ministry of food) at Marina Square.. it was realli good i thought.. =) The uangi rice ang mango was realli nice.. Sometimes it better to hope for nothing and everydin will be a bonus..

My block mates surprised me at my door step too.. it was quite unexpected cause it was the start of sem and everydin was not organised...haha.. so abit touched .. n they got me a white top too.. but it tink its still better to lose some weight before wearing.. cause it abit body hugging..
Kiwi got me a black spag too.. i also received some nice ornaments, necklaces.. etc ..but i WANt my wishing card too.. haha..

now to work... I've so many things to do and i'm super lagging in my work alreDY.. ARGH.. now i gotta go home on saturday and change my tuition to tue from fri.. it messed up my schedule so much.. i hope soemone could understand all the troubles i went to and appreciate it,.. even reading the minutes i prepared for hours also help!!

NOw is catching up time..don want history to repeat itself.. for once i realli wan something so badly.. i realli learn to think for myself.. i tink i shall do lesser activities.. and i shall learn to integrate back to home.. yup.. i guess that;s wad i wan..more time with my family and myself..

Today celebrated Zhi JUn's birthday.. tot it was quite cruel to act as if we dono and even not wish her.. but oh well.. maybe after bbeing disappointed the surprise will be sweeter.. haha..

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY DEAR ZHI JUN =)

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

National Day

2008-08-10T00:07:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Singapore!!

Reminds me of the numerous cakes sold at KM ytd.. 08.08.08..

Haha.. anw had a familt feast at home today.. guess its partly cause of National Day and also cause I'm leaving for Hall ans study soon.., .>.< Oh man.. I love the crabs, fishballs etc.. hee.. my daddy specially left the big claws for mi.., so sweet man.. haha.. tink i'm putting on some weight too.. its time to lose them man.. haha..

Viivocity was so crowded with people today.. dono why.. no like there;s a party or celebration at Sentosa.. lol.. really enjoyed my shift at VIvo today with Da JI JI Xiangyi and AMinah.. haha.. wad a memorable last shift before i go to sch.. haha.. =)

Hmm.. somehow nervous to go sch yet a little excited about it.. haha.. so mixed feelings man.., lol.. k.. gtg sleep alr.. shall continue blogging tml.. Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

I highlighted my hair..

2008-08-05T00:31:00.002+08:00

One bold thing i did was to highlight my hair.. I;m beginning tol love it so much.. hope it don fade so fast.. hee. so many people said it looked not bad!! haha.. adds colour to my face and feature.. lol.. so happie.. finally did it after saying for about two years.. lol..

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

Apologies to my blog..-Ac girls

2008-08-04T23:57:00.003+08:00

July has passed so fast..>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

I accidentally stopped blogging man....i've been realli working and having lots of fun man..
In awfully chocolate.. i've become a big sister the the girls.. with the experience and my constant nagging.. i;m glad that most of those newbies that i worked with have been somehow influenced by me.. haha.., be it good or bad.. lol.. will always remeber the crappy moments we always had in the shops and the so qian bian customers we may meet sometimes..

The wierd guy who refused to tell us the date he wants his cake.. a while talking gently awhile banging the table.. lol.. some customers who beg for cakes when they are late.. some super niao customers who criticize the piping and some realli sweet ones who make our days so wonderful with their praises and appreciation.. =) (Eileen.. don't show him black face...)

Will also remember the girl who always reads her books and always suan me man..but its always so efficient working with u...all the times when we always pre-empt each other in doing things..its so enjoyable talking and sharing with u shimo.. and find ur prince charming soon.. =)
haha.. and my da jiji..tot u were such an ice queen but in the end we realli enjoyed the hectic shift at Km.., haha.. and how we split our jobs to clear that memorable shift.. hehee.. Xiangyi.. ok. u;re hot and chio.. haha.. enjoy our feedback sessions that spice up our shifts man,, must smile more man. llook forward to out last shift tgt.. i';ll come back to visit u kies??

another one would be the super high and blur girl who keeps asking me to go WWW.. haha.. will never forget the whacky times we literally danced and fooled around in the shop lo.. made me so embarrassed to work with u.. yet it always made the 12 hours seem so short..eh Cui Shan.. have more confidence in urself man.. hope we will be able to go life saving classes tgt soon.. haha.. we shall meet up in sch k.. but don scream my name hor.. i shy...>.<

The next girl would be the super old bird.. the one whom taught me so many things in life and also for the job.. also taught me how to enjoy life and go shopping man.. i guess i'm realli happy to work with her and i'll never forget the cheese cake man.. and maybe ur artistic photography skills.debs.. hope to work the next Xmas tgt man. before u offcially graduate and i wun have chance to see u le.. haha.. we must go shopping soon man. =P

Last but not least will be Andrea, have enjoyed all the hectic RP with u man.. i love the mashed potato and cup cake too.. i guess we're too pro to work together and always end up separated lo.. haha.. but at least we had more chances before.. its great to noe u and hope u have fun in sch.. cya soon.. my fellow best retail Girl 1A.. LOl

Other girls include the BC gang.. Gladys, Rene and Sam.. we rock man.. we've learned how to handle the nitty-gritty admin work and also the demanding customers..

Aminah.. i shall work with u soon too.. and my beloved Junior Cheryl.. please try to swear lesser.. u;re such a sweet and cute girll. will never forget the first time i took ur shift.. u sounded so meek.. now u so zai alr.. but don scare the girls ma.. haha.. all the best with ur boy boy.. got good news den tell mi man.. two more months n u can club liao man.. wait abit k..

Yimei.. thanks so much for the books.. they are so addictive man.. don be over soft spoken or ppl may bully u de.. haha., enjoy sch.. TO jessie and Grace.. do cheer up and take care ya.. Jessie i'm very happy to see that u've realli improved and Grace also dono y we can click so well. .lol.. jia you n see u around in sch k.. =)

I think no need to mention my "DARLING". haha,, next post perhaps.. maybe she found her own darling already..no matter wad will be happy for her man.. enjoyed all my time in holidays!! muackz..

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

Sales Sell cake NU wang

2008-06-29T22:10:00.002+08:00

Another busy and fulfilling week has passed..

Have been super lucky in sales man.. now the girls keep calling me sell cake NU wang man.. LOL...guess its just confidence and sincerity dat make people wanna buy ba.. haha.. but its always better to be busy den free ma.., LOl... so lucky to have created record at km on mon and sat.. LOL..

Enjoy dinner with my office darling on monday.. i almost missed the last bus man.. haha.. den after dat was the acting Retail manager for 3 days on behalf of my darling.. felt so experienced answering all the retail questions and i found i realli loved to teeach!!!

was very happy to see my fren who came to visit me on my shift.. haha,.., realli missed them so much man.. cant wait to go back to schooll.. but can we do away with the stressful schoolwork..??

Do more admin work as well for the hon gen sec for concert.. a pity cant attend the meetings cause fri was my shift to take care of my brother.. oh well.. realli gotta enjoy the time with him cause school's starting in a month's time..

so far..work and family has always occupied my time.. but i felt i kinda neglected my exercise man.. don seem to be losing weight lo.. haha.. though kiwi still love me no matter how ugly i am.. i guess its always better to haf a pretty and slim GF right.. hee..

oh.. my only regret is that I haven been able to go for a holiday yet.. don tink this dream of mine is coming true in due time.. have to wait for dec den.. =( anw.. my review of results are not successful.. so. haiz... no choice den.. haf to work harder alr..

One of my tuition kids has been giving me slight problems cause the mum tried to haggle the price down and ask for longer time.. its so ridiculous.. i listened to my dad to terminate her but now she tries to ask again.. well.. i'm realli soft-hearted and stuff. realli dono wad to do man.. haix.. we'll see how man.. so busy!! argh.. but as a teacher.. i shd not give my students up.. but as a student.. i realli need time to study when school reopens... =(

Ultra randomness.. my sister just created a blog..

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)
Singapore Sale rocks!!! but its ending."___"

Shop and Work..

2008-06-15T23:57:00.002+08:00

Finished my JUst intensive coaching classes for pri 4 and 6 maths this week.. haha.. its realli tiring but fulfilling., hees. the students are quite hardworking and cute.. haha.. had to put makeup for that few days and was realli honoured to be complimented dat i looked beautiful.. hee.. but bads news is that need to put makeup den get so many praises.. haha

Finally watched Sex and the city after so many plan changes too.. haha.. i tot the movie was realli not bad lo.. hhaa.. would be best if u had the right company too.. *winks*... tried the food at the basement of cathay.. jap village or something.. dono y recenlty realli craving for jap food.. passion fruit and mango juices and also my unagi.. haha.. so kiwi has no choice but to eat with me.. haha.. had starbucks too.. well.. onli mocha.. cant take coffee so well like my beloved roomie.. EE hiang.. LOL..

went for retail refresher course at HQ and got to try Aston's fish with herbs or sth.. i must say its realli value for money lo.. oits realli cheap and good.. haha.. must try!!!.. the course was quite fun just dati tot some parts were abit too rigid and there somehow seems to be obvious differentiating between older and newer retail staffs.. haha.. feedback seesion was abit like bitching session too.. wahaha..

Good news is.. I finally got over my addiction from online shopping.. so glad man.. haha.. singapore sale rocks.. =)

HAppie ten months!!!!!!!!=P

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

work, WOrk & WORK

2008-06-08T18:25:00.004+08:00

Have been working at AC and Just all these days man.. life feels more fulfilling despite the business man and sometimes even have extra "stolen time" for my loved ones.. haha

Narnia was great.. haha.. loved the serene surroundings in the movie.. haha..Loved that lion and the DLF (dear little friend).. LOL.. was more glad that my brother loved the movie too.. heex.. the food junction at Bishan has nice food.. haha.. thou a little on the ex side, but somehow its worth it cause its very clean.. haha.

The exhibition at bishan was very interesting too.. the big spider and praying mantis certainly attracted lotsa kids man..=)

Future NS guy.. LOl
Its a praying mantis at the back=)

Went shopping with my sister and bought her shoes.. bought my mum a bracelet and daddy some tonic too.. haha.. dats how part of my may salary was spend .. in a very fruitful way.. haha.. I bought some cutesy necessities too.. haha..

anw.. must realli be more careful and super auntie during work so dat can realli be 100% error free.. cause sometimes when u put in the 90%, anyone in the supply chain can just miss or disrupt the finishing touch and things go wrong.. haix.. guess just my luck ba.. even though thematter was solved, i believe trustworthiness and faith staked on me has reduced.. Yup.. so from now on shall be super naggy till i get everything done man..

Now there's this Babysitter at home to look after my brother.. haha.. my sister lo... cause she cant realli work in her super short hols... so she's the one looking after him and we'll share a part of salary with her.. haha.. dats the solution we all worked out when we cpuld not get a child care centre for my dearie.. lol.

Wrote my biggest cake order invoice dat day..5756.10!! haha.. going to see the cakes tml.. hee.. wrote all the invoices and d/o man. and helping to pack tml.. haha.. the baby of my "labour" man.. next week will be starting my intensive coaching classes soon.. pri 4 and 6.. hope the students will enjoy the classes too..

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

Happening Weeks

2008-06-01T21:21:00.003+08:00

This week is realli full of ups and down.. But i'm realli glad dat every day wad absolutely fuliling and happie!.. perhaps with the exception of friday ba..

MOnday was an off day with my brother at home.. cooked up a feast for him and he realli love it man.. there wad like fired Tofu, fries, omelette, noodles etc.. haha.. he ate so much dat i was worried he was approaching my size man..=/

Tues was fugly three outing man.. haha., it ws like Deja Vu.. and kesh was leaving for her school;s CIp.. so kinda sending her off ba,, haha.. went ajisen and cotton on again.. we bought nice tops and shorts.. hee..=) gave jac cake and both of them realli loved the ice-cream..=) it was nice cathing up and updating each other man.. haha.. i’m like the only one who’s not available now.. hopefully it lasts man.. i’m not as strong or attractive like them.. lol

Wednesday wad the BEST.. went to TIMBRE with my Cute guy and but gal in office.. actually is my beloved boss cum jie jie and my cool operations or ARM ba.. haha.. ok.. its my first time pubbing if u exclude those school ones and it was really a great experience!!! I totally loved the ambience and chilling out experience with the live band and all..its really unforgettable man... Awesome!!!

Haha.. not to forget the “gossiping” session or rather just sharing of experience with diff people we meet ... haha.. so funny lo.. and also the stupid dirty but lame jokes dat we shared.. Heee Hee.. =) “Dats for us to Noe, for u all to guess.. “ LOL.. it was supposed to be a girls nite but cute guy came. Haha.. maybe they scared i get drunk or sth or just wanna take care of me or wad ba.. quite thoughtful of dem man.. but I’m not that weak afterall..=P had seafood platter, fries and Lychee Martini i think.. quite sweet and I loved the taste too.. and there’s this new drink KilKenny, just learnt to drink that too.. Its so smooth and fragrant wor..we had 3 glasses in total dat nite lo..After dat my boss was so nice and considerate to even send mi home and tried to ensured my safety lo.. appreciate the gesture and really look forward to chilling out with dem again!! And I want my bike ride too..=) oh and the way the coax me to remove my cardigan cause i was damn hot was so cute la.. they kept talking to mi so dat i wpuld get use to it and feel less comfortable.. haha... so cute but heartwarming la.. Wad a MEMORABLE virgin nite!!!

Thursday I had training and at HQ and was so happie to see my colleagues again!.. haha.. was like crapping again and quite glad they loved the cake too.. went out with CY that day at central.. first tine eating at pasta de Waraku and I would say it really feels very healthy lo..hees.. loved the unagi pasta man.. the service was not bad.. they refilled my plain water so many times.. lmao..i literally got full due to the water not the food lo..bought some eyeshadow cum blusher and also a top for kiwi.. nice material..

Nice chair in Central.. wondering the Physics behind it..

Nice View!!!=)

Friday had a most enjoyable shift with dragon and we kinda broke the record again lo.. hee.. towards the end we work at such turbo speed and we form a damn good tag team =) we were able to cooperate so well and must thank her for the wonderful cup cakes too.. and the mash potato rocks!!! Well.. the sad thing was dat my results sucked like hell.. haix.. i really dono wad went wrong.. almost made a harsh decision i would have regretted but my close friends advised me against it.. i made up my mind.. it’ll be unfair to him i guess.. maybe this is wad it means by going thru thick and thin ba.. maybe mu exam luck is totally gone.. haix.. Nice photos anyway..

Now i noe wads life

2008-05-25T00:01:00.002+08:00

Yeah!!! HOls are here already and i guess now i hav a more balanced work n time for family..

"NOW I KNOW WADS LIFE"

recently heard from a few ex-colleagues and i guess that's y dey left.. haha. though i realli miss dem but i can reall noe now wad they mean... they are so much happier in their new designations man..haha.. i may have lost a colleague at work.. but gained a fren for life!!

anways.. working at JUst and AC now.. haha.. two different kinds of job but i reall i enjoy myself. the kids are realli and appreciative while customers are so understanding man.. haha.. i guess all the hard work i put in so far realli paid off cause now i'm more experienced enuf to help train ppl.. haha.. the kind of satisfaction and respect is.... lol

as usual.. my online shopping is realli scary.. dat day i had an off day and was browsing the whole day.. manage get lotsa of goodies lo.. and got presents for my frens too.. haha.. so happie.. but i guess shd stop soooon man.. or at least reduce lo.. went swimming with my darling brother too..
though i din get to swim much.. at least managed to coach him man.. suddenly dawned on me that i have been givin ghim very little of my time to him.. well.. hols goin gto change evrydin..=)

finally got my new Z.A foundation and my blusher too.. haha.. so nice.. shall upload it next time
Cant wait for my date with my "boss" cum fren man.. lol.. shall upload photos. soon..

put in a lot of effort for the mins but i guess still need more effort cause the comments was damn long. argh.. need go amend le.. nbrb..

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

GOne, forever

2008-05-13T02:16:00.003+08:00

This few days were spend clearing all my stuff i had for these twenty years, my toys, soft toys, puzzles, notes, book, clothes, bag.. etc.. everydin that belong to me all this times and keep mi company.. yet also take up lotsa space in my mind and room..

Every single item brought back all the keen memories i had, haha.. i must reallu applaud myself for my almost photogenic memory cause i could remember the source of every item in my room.=)

Haha.. be it pressies, or toys bought by my parents, or even notes dat i found, i could vividly remember how it ended up in my heap of belongings and how i felt during dat time,. haha.. some letter i found also brought back fond and bitter memories. LOL.. how time passes man.. i can even say all these packing are much more tedious and heart-wrenching than all the new year's spring cleaning..=/ Well.. i'm going to turn 20 this year, maybe its time to be less EMO or sentimental. haha.. if not i'l soon not even be able to walk into my room..

For once, i finally understood the essence of throwing the old to make space for the new.. (direct translation from chinese).. I had to harden my heart and be so merciless in throwing all most of my belongings which i could not bear to do so all these years.. but.. eventually wad matters is that they are all in my tiny brain, memories and knowledge are the only "things" that can withstand the changes in the environment and be untouched. As long as i still remember them, i guess i haf to bear to throw them away and forever remember them in a intangible form.. =)

Physically, they may be GONe, forever, but I shall always put them in a special place in my heart, just like how they formed a special part of my life..

somtimes, ITs always good to LEt go..

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

Its over?

2008-05-11T02:37:00.001+08:00

Wow.. finally the last day of exams man.. according to Dr Axle, a longer wait will make it sweeter when it comes?.. perhaps.. somehow its true.

Well. i thought the last paper was okie caused i SeeM to noe wad is it asking.. realli hope can get something decent..=)
ANw, went to top up my Ezlink card and continued packin gmy room immediately.. so anti-climax right?. LOL..

Yup..after all the packing, shifting, sneezing and cramming.. finally finished packing my room in hall and at home.. so DUSty.. rahh.. haha.. with the help of KIwi too.. quite nice of him to rush down to help me after work.. hees.. 10 plus bags..=/

he was sendin me home to my void deck when he did not realise my daddy was dere.. haha.. i din say oso.. but lucky for him my dad seem to have a good impression of him?.. lol.. but my daddy keep giving mi that cheelky smile lo.. and he asked how come i din allow kiwi to send mi up.. lol.. the answer is obvious isn't it. ?..

my home was a more tedious chore!! my double decker bed which oi had for almost 20 years was dismantled!! I finally see my my beloved softtoys which i had since my kindegarden days. LOL.. so CUte!! somuch memories man.. but eventually still had to throw some of them.. haix..\

My daddy is so noble man.. helping us clear up all the mess after work and seeing him drenched with sweat just reminded me of the years I've with him.. since young whnen he was my full time playmate.. cum entertainer.. he aged with love for us.. till now.. he is still so dedicated and doting towards us.. I dare say no second father will clear and arrange stuff for their kids..
its literally Sai-gang lo.. and super tiring. reali regret ta;lkin to him in agitated orimpatient tone sometimes..
Anyways.. I realli love him..=)

Dats him trying on my sun -shades.. quite cool rite? btw he was sitting on my double decker bed.. second storey

Dats donovan and johnathan.. our twin mickey mouses my sister and I used to play with.. they are such a dear and its quite sad that they had to be given away.. hope the kids would like them..

My first piggy bank with my daddy.... Dats how icultivated the habit if saving up

went to arcade on thursday and took photo with the cute machine.. =) Kiwi said it looks like me?.. no lo.. I'm cuter ..=p

after a few more days of packing.. holidays starts.. work and tuition comes and i shall have more time with my family..esp my brother..=) HOME SWEET HOME!!!

HAppie MOther's DAY... to all the wonderful mums in the world..

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

4 papers down!

2008-05-04T22:53:00.002+08:00

Finally.. i survived(barely) the dreaded week and finished 4 of my papers..
Hmm shall not comment much but i shd say i tried my 70% best already.. minus 30% for my facebook addiction and some procrastination..=/ so just hoping for the best man..

The papers were quite hard to my opinion (especially my core modules!!). Well.. in the panicky situation all the tikam-ing skills and Li Wei's laws all came out!!..well.. desperate times call for desperate measures...=)

Wow. have been realli hooked onto online shopping lately man.. but still quite Happy with my "harvests" so far.. I got two tops, one tank and a blue bag.. hopefully they are as good as it sounds.. in the midst of getting a Fbts shorts, charms, and a pair of nice earrings to give to someone.. haha.. hope i don get cheated or will realli stop man..=)

oh.. and yayyyy! i got the hon gen sec posts for concert!!! so happie man.. but I din see the email and din attend the first meeting.. quite a bad impression..=/ must work harder so they wun get angry or sth.. look forward to it man..=)

Okie..just got hooked on to scrabble and word challenge on facebook again.. i shd leave my room soon.. jia you to KIWI for the last paper..

so many people's exams are ending already.. haix.. a few more days left.. must chiong already.. good luck to shu yun too..

Specially to all my block mates for pei-ing me all this while.. mugging had been made more fun.. Swee yee, ZHi jun, hong pei, alex for his welfare, therry for his trying to be gentlemanliness.. and of cause my beloved roomie for being my ultra shopping mate and insect buster.. and also for creating extra screams at nite.. hmm.. al the time.. Jia you for her last papers too.. Hugs Girll LOL..

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

after FNA

2008-04-28T20:19:00.002+08:00

Happie birthday to my fellow fugly 4.. Jacq.. she turns 20 today but could not go out with her cause i'm having my first paper today.!!

Anw. FNA1002x was erm. ok?.. but apparently some people found it damn easy!!.. argh...
BUt its the first paper i started studying since 2 weeks ago.. realli hope it will gimme a decent grade man.. anyway.. its over. look forward to the other 4 papers..

Went for hon gen sec interview for hall concert last week.. erm.. think i shd be up to the job ba.,. at least i shd be meticulous enuf and it involves money too.. how i love to count and do transactions for them. LOl.. but i guess i will also need to improve my typing speed so that i can keep up to it during meetings. haha..

VEry thankful to Zhi Jun and Swee Yee for waking me up during these two weeks, always helping me to get breakfast when i was realli tired.. Very touched by their gestures and realli wish them all the best for exams.. I guess good will be rewarded with good deeds ba. LOl..

oh.. and that Kiwi also somehow "liang xin fa xian" and stopped neglecting me le.. haha.. he's as sweet as usual le.. always making sure i sleep and eat well.. caring and understanding again le.. haha. *xing fu de nu ren* I hope after all the mugging he can do well and we will enjoy the holidays tgt.. Appreciate the thot of doing well for mi but well.. consistent work is always better right?...Hees..

OKie.. shall go study le.. two more weeks to go..=) but the anti-climax is.. I;m suddenly falling sick.. sian man..rawwah.. must be all the late nites..

oops.. I hear my roomie making funn noises already.. hees.. gtg
Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

Last stretch

2008-04-21T05:27:00.002+08:00

After all the frictions and misunderstandings, i'm glad we finally thrashed out everydin and things are much better now.. Haix.. Exams are realli such a pain (perhaps cause I lack time and planning) in the Ass. lol..

But den again. I remember wad my bio teacher said, if we did not slog damn hard for the battle, we wun taste the sweetness after the battle is fought.. LOL.

yup. anw its the last lap alr and much more time and understanding is needed man.. no matter wad. really look forward to my all activites after exams.. muahah.. all the outings, shoppping spree man. and I really need a HUGE BREAK.. i guess since its not possible to go overseas.. i shall explore all the nice places in singapore .. excluding SIngpaore flyer.. although its romantic but i think it can be a total rip-off.. .>.<..

Parks, amusements parks, zoo, safari, sentosa.. haha.. the lists goes on .. plus my shopping spre.. adn work. haha.. can't wait man..

Watched this movie.."blood of a shaman" on Friday nite i think.. the title sounds v scary but i thought the show was quite nice.. the plot and the effects.. Cant wait to watch NIm's Island too.. By then,i'll be enjoying and hopefully not grieving over my papers.. =(

Two more weeks to go.. I really hope it'll be better den last semester ba..

Hope my checkup later would be okay man..

ok.. I realli MIss you =)..
Thanks for all the concern and Tonics from you all too.. haha.. i nboe u care de.. =P
Happie Brithday mummmy..=)

JUst finish running to west coast.. tot it was quite enjoyable but my stupid left arch spoiled the fun by hurting. hope it gets better soon.. or swimming willbe my chief sports again..

argh.. i shd sleep..

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

Fabulous saturday?

2008-04-15T00:06:00.004+08:00

Fabulous Saturday=)

Haha.. guess this is like two days late.. 12thApril was a very happening day for mi=)

It was the day of Bazaar by the lake by my alta mater. CHung Cheng High School(Main).. the only school with a natural lake.. haha..=)that's the place I really enjoyed the most of my schooling days man..hmm.. sounds so old.. I simply loved the surroundings, the great friends I made there, the dedicated teachers and my godmum=)..

I guess I developed most dere too.. in terms of character development and interpersonal skills.. How i wish I could teach there after my NIE days.. anyway..Yah.. bazaar brings back losta of memories when the only tenacity class of chung cheng stayed overnite in school to prepare for our haunted house!

But dat day was really bazaar in the lake cause it rained and flooded a little, the Old CCA block where it used to be the highlight for nightwalks has been renamed innosphere... the walkways were all refurnished and it was much more comfortable to walk out the long path to busstop everyday!

Looking at the benches by the lake, it was the only place dat felt like home, I missed the lake breeze, the view, the benches, the fishes...mugging was so FUN woah... I felt so at ease.. so de-stressing..The class tee-shirts were very impressive too..

den after that, Mr ong..aka Gorilla gave me a lift to Plaza Singapura to celebrate our 8th Month anniversary.. We watched "definitely, maybe" and i guess it was okay.. haha.. it's the company that matters?.. quoted from someone..

We had dinner at Mahattan.. finally.. I was very impressed by the service and I think it's really better that Fish and co as rumoured.. heex.. the ambience was not bad too. haha..

Thou i unfortunately had to miss my Tech MM treat at Swensens, I guess i definitely enjoyed myself too and maybe I shd ask my mm for another treat.. LOL.. just joking..haha..

And not to forget baby Calen.. MY sec 3 form teacher's son!.. Aww...He's so cute and lovable and has such beautiful eyes..=)
Haha.. another new pet of my tutee.. so cute right.. trying to act shy..
That's kiwi... trying to look cool and natural.. he may be one of the few guys left who would stir his gf's sphagetti or her mocha.. LOL... he's up for grabs!)for once his hairstyle is nice.. haha.=)
Dat's some King Salmon Norwegian Fillet.. It's really nice.. hee..

One of the fabulous views of Chung Cheng!!!

Dats for me to noe, For youto guess =)

PHotos

2008-04-05T17:23:00.005+08:00

PHOTOSSS....

Dnd-Chevy and mi!! (in toilet)

hmMM-- mS nG.. loL.. (specs sponsored by tutee =P)

Amplitude- Swee Yee and MI.. (like mother like daughter).. success after a few attempts to take a nice photo..=)

GUess wad.. its a packet of tissue!! GOod quality too.. got this after seeing the doctor at UHWC and they took a sample of my muscus.. eeks..

My SWEEt boss and me.. haha.. always being so nice and understanding to us all.. worked at awfully chocolate for one day in March.. haha..=)

My son and I.. at commissioning parade.. haha.. (if he's capable, cause he inherited my genes.. LOL).. or maybe mutate abit lo.. like he always says..

Choir at NYDC @ Holland Village..

NIce calendar choir made for SHu shan.. I wrote on a few pages. hees..

Mug Pie.. they call. it.. a little on the high side.. but its real;li nice..!!

Astroboy!!.. haha... we do play in the bath room too.. hee..

My Little darling.. HUgs.. who hanged up on me after knowing I was not going home on fri!!.. haha.. i'll go swimming with you soon..

Just some photos to decorate my blog.. Summary for March..=P

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

Exercise/ haha

2008-04-05T17:01:00.003+08:00

Woah.. onli had one lecture today and i'm spending my first friday in hall man.. heex.. cause tuition cancelled and I have alumni performance.. but I misss my brother!!! hugs..

anyway.. swam like 20 laps today.. played table tennis and tou shi (koped skills) from cheng ying and played badminton man. haha.. learn frompro abit onli den can feel the difference already man..

feel healthier for one day lo... haha.. can destress too.. If only everyday work lidat confirm lose weight one lo.. haha.. Jia you..!!! =P..

at least its so much more enjoyable den running cause i have weak knees..=(.. if not i would haf done my fourth sport for the day.. running to PGP with my roomie..

Hmm.. maybe sometimes i'm realli easily satisfied ba.. so happy with dinner on friday!! there's sphagetti, my all time favourtie food, FISH and Tofu.. haha., the veg was my favourite too..=)

And I've been on my LAST organic lab report since yesterday.. but yeah!! after spending like ^ hrs... I;m almost done le.. WOAH.. must celebrate man.. its super troublesome to do and i browsed at least like 30 websites.. But at least I learnt alot of stuff and even draw my own mechanism cause those on the net were either not appropriate or not copyable.. =/

Really thank those people who left a message on the tag board and thanks for caring.. haha.. ya.. just to clarify, at least till now.. after much thinking . i think i realli wanna do it.. I'll play with PERFECT time management and chionging datelines den. ...

"Whether I think I can or can't, I'm right"..

With so many people helping and supporting me. I believe i can (we can) do it de...

BUt now... Mug first.. LOL....

One hour more to tech run..

Random thoughts.. Rate of clothes drying in room >>>>>> rate of drying outside.. hahaha

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

Biz or Science??

2008-04-03T21:48:00.006+08:00

Wah.. On a typical thursday like today.. i actually travelled at least 4 times on Bus B and went to business at least threee times.. haha.. And I even left my file dere.. haha.. makes me wonder if i'm from Business or Science.. LOL..

Anw.. very hectic schedule again and i guess its going to continue for some time ba.. Gambate..

Just went for the Rhoc, FLoat and OMC launch and I should say it brings lots of feelings ba.. For Rhoc.. its like that kind wished I was dere.. Haix.. Its so near yet seem so far.. From the first day I came to hall.. I knew I wanted to join dat, it was my passion, something I really wanted to do.. I strived hard for it.. eventually, I got it for a few days and was tranferred.. Arghhhh... I realli hope to be part of the fun worx...

For FLoat, I knew It was something special.. I really hope i can enjoy it too.. But the commitment was the scary part.. It seems I'm needed but later it seems i'm not.. Its very confusing.. but it certainly affects my decision ba..I've yet to tell my parents yet. and I haf to gif my frens the an answer about the room thing.. arghhhh.. HOw?????.. So troubled man...

I hate to drop this kind of tears.. U noe it just makes u feel better for the time being and when tears are dried.. you still haf to face it and solve the problem urself.. I really dono wad to do.. For once..I realli need a guide.. somewhere.. somehow.. please give me a hint..

If only.. i put my stand more clearly.. if only i din sign up for anydin.... If only I made a decision earlier. If only..

SOmetimes I wonder.. if others can sacrifice their family time.. Y cant i do the same???

But.. I guess the sweetest thing is that no matter my decision, you'll always be dere to support me right?.. Thanks..!!!!

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

Dilemma

2008-04-01T01:41:00.009+08:00

Arghh.. I dono how I got myself into this mess but I guess that is what happens when u don stand very firm to your decision and be overly worried or think too much about others.

Well.. at first I was so happie to be in Rhoc.. it was wad i enjoyed doing, orientating the freshman and guiding them...but later i was put into float.. SO..I'm in this dilemma whether to not to commit my self for float during the holidays or not.. Saying yes means 8.5 weeks of my holidays gone, spending time with my family and earning money for my hall stay within the holidays oso gone...

But i deeply know that, through doing float in the holidays, I would be able to learn many things I would never be able to in my life, making more friends as we slog hard through the eights weeks going through thick and thin.. also the sense of achievement and satisfaction when you see something wonderful is being built from scratch.. Perhaps I may also be able to equip myself with practical skills such as making clothes or maybe construction of "organic" things with just CCCB or some L-bars..

Ya.. it really seems like a good deal or meaningful of spending the hols, I don realli care if ppl say its sai-gang .. But wad I realli need is time!!! I just need more time so that I can work.. Do float and have time for myself.. The only problem is dat i may eventually burn out or sth.. BUT dats the ony thing i can control.. If I wan to do and wan to work.. The onli thing i can sacrifice is my health or sleep.. Maybe is how bad you wan something in life..

I already made up my mind at first, as I felt it was time to contribute to home after being away for so long. I really missed my family and I tot it would be good to earn my hall fees during the long holiday so that I could concentrate during sem time for my academics.. and it was school holidays, I really needed to look after my little brother so that my sister could go to school and parents to work.. AT the same time.. i knew i would be missing out on times with my friends and the wonderful experiences.. Haix..

Somehow.. I felt it all boils down to a struggle between money and family versus experience and people's opinions as well as feeling bad to throw people alone and not helping out when i may be able to.. It's like this, at first I was the only one doing costumes, but the head as promised, found two or more people to help and he thought of ways to lighten the burden by asking the dancers to help out woth costumes.. I really appreciate the gesture and the most I felt I should not just back out irresponsibly when others are trying to help.. It would be very Ironic that manpower increased yet I back out, leaving the others to suffer.. Its to selfish for me to do dat.. Its not me.. if either way someone must struggle, i rather it be ma...>.<

The most demoralising thing is that people closest to my heart don really understand my feelings and (maybe for my own good), they sound really harsh for mi to make this difficult decision. Ya,maybe they are right, I need to be scolded or jolted to senses before I continue torturing myself this way.. But i really hope they understand too. It's abit hurtful, but i understand their intentions. They are just protecting me from overloading and eventually not achieve anydin. Yup.. But I din wan this to happen either... if scolding me solves things den I don mind being scolded as long i'll enjoy to best of both worlds.

All said, I think the best option is to convince my parents about this activity, chiong my maybe 3 days/ per week to reach my dateline and work the rest of the time.. It's very tough, but I hope if i wan it bad enuf.. It will work.. As long I earn enuf pocket money and hall fees to support myself.. my mum would be appeased.. as long i eat and sleep well, my dad and I can still continue to miss each other no matter where we are.. ya i noe he will understand.. tHE most be like Owl lo.. work in the day.. chiong float at nite.. =)

I guess there's no problem in the world that can't be solved ba.. But one can't have everydin in the world...I should be glad for once I can make my OWN decision myself.. and I shall leave with it... yup.. so more convincing for mi to do man...

Haix.. Feel better pouring out almost evrydin ba... I hope good news will come soon!

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

A New Start

2008-03-28T03:09:00.002+08:00

Hmm..
The much awaited organic chemistry "QUIZ" is finally over... Haix.. I guess its call you "reap what you sow".. I was not totally prepared so I wun be doing well den..=/.. all i hope is for miracle to happen or maybe some sympathy points.. Oh well.. and i failed my physical chemistry too.. quite a disappointment cause i thought i would at least pass.. Oh well.. Its an indication ba...

The morale booster was dat I got the first A+ in my life for my lab report.. hope it helps somehow.. at least finally my efforts paid off.. =)

I am now "mugging" in the upper lounge with chevi, clement, linda, xian, mel and wei bin.. n raffli.. haha.. four of them are down already.. hohoho.. It's time for mi too.. It's very fun studying up here man.. haha.. enjoyable and CONFIRM wun sleep.. muahaha..

Yayy.. block 6 tee-shirt is finally out man.. so happy n proud that many ppl say it is very nice.. =P
hees.. shall attach the picture soon...

Good night. .. counting down man..
Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

MUsic

2008-03-23T15:12:00.003+08:00

Haha.. Being a bit random.. finally added my music to be played.. hope u all like the song man..
It's "Ni.. Wo shi sha Gua".. from Goong.. means both you and i are silly.. LOL

Chose a song with softer intro so ppl wun get a shock lo.. haha.. the second song.. KImi wa Tomochi.. is very very nice toooo.. it's about friendship de wor.. try youtubing to see the animations and brief translation..=)

Haix..Gotta got study for test le.. 3 more webcasts to go.. ARgh..

Watch CJ 7 and another ghost in an amusement park yesterday.. haha,, sounds very relaxing right?.. GUess I realli needed to rest and recharge lo.. after being so busy and so many things happening in these few weeks.. Thanks for all the virtual and real hugs from frens!!! realli appreciate it man..

BUt the Furby thingy is realli quite cute.., especially when it smiles.. Damn cute la... Hees..=P

Was helping my Tutee on some Singpore Flyer project and I learnt more things about it.. Stay tuned to the photos for Dnd And SIngpaore flyer to be uploaded Real Soon!!

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

Amplitude and Dnd

2008-03-22T18:11:00.003+08:00

HAha., This post is super outdated man..

Have been so busy (webcasting and catching up) dat realli had no time to blog at all. Finally its time to start catching up with my work already...No choice but to put the sucky mid terms behind and starting looking forward man..=/

Amplitude was simply cool and enjoyable man.. Not sure how the audience found it but i thought it was realli a refreshing experience especially for people who had a passion for singing..!!!

The funny actions for the song Mamma MIa simply made the audience laugh and I hoped it was more enjoyable den purely amusement man.. LOL.. I guessed when doing individually may be a little wierd but when a group of people do the actions tgt it may be quite cute afterall!!. Muahaha.. FOr Still of the Night, It was simply memorable as I could finally hear myself from The P.A system and could continue singing the whole song more confidentally.. hAHA. i GUESSED efforts finally pais off after all the extra practices.. Special thanks to Xian Ling for being so helpful and CHevi for being so encouraging and helping with my makeup.. Hees

HAd fun taking all the pictures and I hope to Join Rh Choir again if possible man. Haha.. It;s time to learn PROPER time management too.. =) I liked the aca song "stand by me and Beautiful girls" combo..So Happie dat Pappi, Dar Dar, Baby and family came man...=D HUgs*

Thursday was RH Dnd at Chijmes, first time i went there man.. I guess the ambience was not bad, but the table arrangement needs a bit of improvement.. LOl.. OUr table happened to be behind a pillar and we could not even watch the performance and eat... The food was OK onli ( or maybe even a little overrated).. BUTT the Sea Bass Fillet was not bad yeah.. Looking on the positive side.. the carbohydrate content was so little dat I could finish using the energy by merely walking to the main entrance of the place.. Haha..

OOOh.. I must mention the Tiramisu..(Hope i spelt correctly).. I'm super NOt a fan of cakes but i thought it was really fantastic!!!! Can't forget the feeling of it going down my throat man.. It's like there's a strong feeling of HAPPINESS!! Xing Fu de Gan JUe!! Wah... I t was very creamy, cold and superb.. Hees.. The cocoa powder on top was just nice.. I guessed my daddy might have loved ot too..

Was exploring the other eating places in Chijmes and I think the atmosphere very relaxing and maybe to a certain extent romantic ba.. LOL.. ok.. an anti-climax was the toilet.. I think for a semi-posh place lidat. Teh toilet abit not up to standard lo.. haha.,, even if it don have the standard of a hotel or liek Paragon.. Maybe it should be abit more spacious and slightly cleaner like those in cinemas.( I don't mean Princess.. LOL.. sorry, I'm abit bad..)

Tooks lotsa pictures man.. SO happie.. will upload in my next post man...

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

Phoenix FEst

2008-03-13T04:06:00.003+08:00

Tue(11th March)

After all the Practices, its finally THE day already..
I finally realised that actually I do have stage fright too.. Whenever I felt audiences looking at me.. I would have very mixed feelings.. I felt really excited to perform.. at the same time.. I would be SOOO nervous when i feel people staring at me.. especially those who mean sometime to mi.. I was so eager to show what we have practiced so hard and did not wan to let anyone down..

Yup.. So finally.. The harmonica part was considered ok.. Quite glad I din freak put like in rehearsals..I really loved to sing SUKIYAKI but i guess it's just a [ity it isn't in AMplitude.. It's the first song dat I'm 100% sure of how to sing the ALto parts.. HAha.. But wad matters is i Really enjoyed singing with you guys!!! Suki ROXXXX..(Gail, Swee Yee, Jocelyn, Hui Yi, Jerome, Huxiang , Wayne)...=P

In the still of the nite was very enjoyable too.. I guess I finally mastered the art of memorising my key and not be influenced by others.. I guess I should really thank XIan Ling for all the extra time put in to train with mi.. Hugs=D...

Haha.. maybe the change of position was a good idea too.. but the funny thing was acty I was supposed to be given the MIcrophone which was the loudest cause i'm usually soft (haha, thanks to Tech team for being considerate).. But the thing was I changed position dat day.. Soo.. another louder person was given my mike and he was So loud.. LOL.. Look forward to amplitude with all the actions =)

After dat.. Fire was super nice la. really love the rhythm man.. Hees.I enjoyed the dance too.. it was super entertaining and easy to relate to!.. Unplugged had lotsa wonderful songs and I loved the music arrangement for CME.. they were all so PRO>>>

THe anti-climax was that I had to go back to study for my last mid terms.. argh..
Oh well, dat's life... =(

Dat for me to noe, For you to guess =)

A desired Break

2008-03-13T03:42:00.005+08:00

Wah.. It's been awhile since my last post and I have absolutely so many things to say!!! I've been so busy with all the rehearsals and practice on the harmonica, catching up wit tutorials and lectures, lab reports.. the list goes on and on... Finally I can stop to take a deep breath..

Saturday (8thMarch)
It was quite a bad start of the day coz i was ranted at the first thing in the morning..
My belongings were thrown everywhere in my room and I was forced to clear even thou i was already late for work.. I was very upset and devastated coz I was already in a rush and I had to put up with all these tantrums or sudden outburst...

I knew I should not drop a tear, cause I was not in the wrong, cause I was accused...BUT I did.
I knew I had to be strong and not answer back.. BUT I didn't.
It was the first time I really felt so out of place, so innocent being the punching bag... just because all I wanted was to have a nice meal at home...
I knew I should have cleared, but I didnt noe where to start.. I tried..
Out of disappointment and anger, I threw all the clothes dat you passed to me. I'm sorry!
No matter wad, I still love and respect you.. I guess dats the bond that would never break, But Please don break my heart again..

I truely want to believe dat all you did was out of love..cause you care..

Went to Tampines Mall that day.. Sudden feel of Nostalgia.. I don noe why.. But after talking to YOU.. I felt better.. Thanks for being dere for me and always putting me your priority.. I felt better pouring everydin out.. But please Take care of urself too!! And YAyy.. Shopping Therapy.. I finally got a nice jacket..

To be continued..........

BTW.. HAPPIE 7TH MONTH DARLING>>> to Baby Roof Roof and PAppi Daddy.. I miss u lots!! HUGS N KISSES!!! MUACKS>>

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

BUsy LOR..

2008-03-10T02:12:00.002+08:00

Hectic Weekend has just passed..

Missed 5 out of 8 lectures in the week..

Haix.. Lots to tutorials, webcasts and rehearsals catch up man.. ANd projects too.. Hope everydin will end soon wor... Shall blog tml ba..

Dat for me to noe, For you to guess =)

What an Eventful Day.. >__<

2008-03-06T23:21:00.008+08:00

What a happening Day man.. All my practical, tutorials, attire..

It did not start well with me waking up late and missed my 8Am lecture.. Wad a record man.. I missed all my 3 early lectures this whole week .. Well i guess that's what happen when you sleep at 4am everyday..

Yup, so i went for my organic lab at 10am to do the second part of the experiment about purification of substances. Haix.. not sure if i was tired or careless but i added the wrong solvent for my compound.. So it dissloved and i may have the possiblity of not getting my compund..

I asked a TA for help.. but apparently she blamed me for adding the wrong thing..I guess they weree there for a reason right?.. not to scold us and not offer suggestions right.. so demoralising.. Subsequently, she came over and helped me add a series of solvents which made my crystals dry!! Argh. when i asked again.. she just went again "because you added the wrong thing".

Sadly, I went to approach another TA and surprisingly he gave me more encouraging comments! HE went on to advise and suggested I check the melting point.. He said the compound was 95% alright and asked me not to worry.. And the wierdest thing was when I showed him the compund I did myself, he said it was 100% correct..?? I was flattered yet amazed. In the end, he even taught me how to blend the two compounds tgt and make it seem homogenous..LOLx..

I must really thank him for the patient help and hope all TAs are like him.. Haha..

Haha.. I did a funny thing today.. I wore FBTs to business school lo.. haha.. was so worried i'd look out of place.. quickly rushed back to hall after that.. haha.. afterall I don have that slender legs to show.. haha..

Yeah... So happy to eat lunch with my Daddy today.. and its his exact birthday.... Muahaha.. miss his loads.. hugs**

Oh.. Its World Maths Day today.. check out www.worldmathsday.com.. Hope they broke the record man.. I already helped to do like 1200+ questions.. Haha..

Okie.. Some Random photos of my Lab partners and my roomie's mischieves.. LOL

Yunz is so engrossed.. Haha.. its 5 mins to end practical..

Well, she’s either too stressed or nothing better to do.. LOL

Haha.. Mui Kee and I.. erm.. maybe I shd be replaced by Someone else.. Haha.. Last Lab for Life Science.. Wed ends at 11am.. Hurray..=)

Hmpf.. who’s trying to get who drunked?.. Be careful..

JOKe of the day.. ee hiang shd not be called Piang Piang.. She shd be MM..=P
Dat for me to noe, For you to guess =)

NICE things =)

2008-03-05T12:00:00.000+08:00

Finally finished my two dreaded midterms.. Haix.. Just hope that there will be some working marks so I wun die that badly.. haha.. Finally I know that open-book is useful man.. Hees.. But den it also means that the exam is harder lo.. >.<

Yeah.. dat's my Bag.. Cute right?

Next up is a result of my roomie's whackyness.. Yesterday she so high den go "haress" my Ee-yoh.. haha., lucky he's look slightly better now.. but look at the expression.. so sad..

OH Btw, my new neighbours are divers.. cool right.. anyway i saw this airtight camera which I thought was very nice too.. haha.. it may be very common to people who dive but to people who don't, its definitely fascinating k? The pictures they take of the underwater marine lives are even better!!

Yesterday I saw this Mini-Cooper S in the science carpark Too.. Thought the colour was quite nice so i took the liberty to take photo.. Hope the owner don mind =)

Yup, cant realli tell its a mini cooper but no choice..can't show the plate number..

I bet most of us should have seen an harmonica but not the insides right?.. i took a photo that day when i was "cleansing it" of saliva (sounds gross).. Yup.. look at the flap... its actually quite interesting

Nice Watch

Okie.. Just a glimpse of my softtoy collection. =) They are the ones who make my dreams sweet everyday.. muahaha.. but also cause me to miss lectures sometimes..

BlueBeary and BrownBeary.. Haha.

Okie.. I shall end with a nice Riddle.. Don't think too hard.. Have fun guessing!

Here it goes: What's the organ that can be touched by mum (mama), Dad (Papa),Sister (Mei Mei) and Cousin (Biao MEi) but not by ur brother (Di di) and Big sis (Jie Jie).. haha.. think in chinese..Muahaha.. tell mi when u got the answer!

Haha.. more photos of the airshow to come. and maybe some of my frens too..

Happy Birthday DaDdy

2008-03-02T22:00:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to my Dearest Daddy!!!

Haha..One more Year Older le worx.. Haha.. But we'll always love u man.. Being always the doormat (OOPS),the one who makes our everyday happy and the one who always sacrifices for us.

I know you work very hard everyday, driving and roaming the streets, ferrying customers to and fro. No matter how good or bad the takings were, you always came back with a reassuring smile. If it was bad, you will just go out the next day with the "try again"attitude. Haha.. you work hard for the family, just to give us a comfortable life! Often you tend to save on yourself but splurge on us lo.. Haha.. no wonder you're losing weight.. muahaha..

The little things you do also touch my heart. One frequent example would be to fetch me to my new tuition place, knowing that I would lose my way or I was afraid to wander in a new environment. Moreover, it was a busy saturday afternoon and i know you may have rejected business just to wait for me to knock off and send me there. Haha..Thanks for saving all the good stuff for us and knowing us so well..the nice food u always get for us, the nice places you always bring us too.. etc.. the lists goes on and on.

Really appreciate everydin and I love you lots!! I guess I will also continue to earn my stay in hostel so dat you won't have to fetch me to school or worry about me not able to make it in time to class..

In fact, you have been fetching me to school everyday since primary, secondary school and Junior College, it's time you take a break "pappi". Dat's wad i call you ma.. Hees..Okie,, I shall study hard to make you proud and give you a good life in future too..=)

May you stay always Happy-Go Lucky!!

P.S. I shall always be ur dearest daddy's girl!.. Muacks.. And hope ur high blood pressure gets better too! I've not angered you or make you worried for a long time le wor..

Curious Kids...LOL

2008-03-01T01:38:00.000+08:00

HOME SWEET HOME.. Finally at home enjoying my lovely bed and bolster at home.. HEex.. HUGSS* Really missed my bao bei brother.. Miss u lots lots... Haha.. imagine a 8-year old boy saying dat to you.. so sweet right?.. Haha.. and Kids never Lie..=P

Anyway.. went for my group tutition in a school today, teaching a bunch of secondary two students froma boy's. Well, it happened to be a favourite topic for MOST guys I was teaching them.. "Sexual reproduction in man".. haha.. had to explain the mentrual cycle and some facts to them.. Haha.. and made them memorise all the different parts of man and woman. Lol..

Inevitably, I had to face the numerous questions from the students.. and of course.. I learnt to censor the facts and only teach what I taught was relevant.. Anw.. they would learn in time to come.. I wonder if it was purely coincidental or my teaching skills had improved just for today.. For once, all of them got at least 25/30 for the MCQ questions and did very well even in section B.. muahaha.. ALso, they were so engrossed in reading the notes and really listened attentively.. Hmm.. I hope its the latter reason. Or perhaps, students or (boys) are generally better in topics they are more curious with. =D

Just back from Dinner/Supper withmy family too.. yeah.. had my fave chicken wing and raw fish.. abit sinful hor.. so must work harder to get rid of extra calories tml!! Swimming Here i come!.. OKie.. gotta sleep soon cause I haf tuition tml.. Haha.. Nite..

P.S. Thanks Hiang for the tag board.. kisses* Hope the concert went well for you?.. Especially in you sexy dress Huh.. wonder how many ppl nosebled.. LOL.. well. not everyone is as lucky as me to hear you play everyday... Hmpf.. I think i was just pronounced anaemic by the doctor.. LOLs

P.S. I Love You

2008-02-29T01:44:00.000+08:00

After a long wait, I finally went to The Cathay at P.S to watch the movie!! Wow, I was quited touched by the love in the movie, but it was not between the male and female leads, it was more by the love of the female lead's mum. Even though she objected to them being together, she still helped in the preparation of all the letters to eventually lead her daughter out of the misery.

I guess it really show how noble and unyielding a Mum's love is and how she was misunderstood at times. The part where the mum and the daughter was sharing about their lives really touched my heart..

Of course, the plans made by the male lead was also very impressive as it showed how much he really loved, treasured and understood her. The timing was also so perfect and every detail was looked into. Haha.. As what we always hear.. We only learn to treasure something we have lost.. Yup.. it applies to this movie too.

Anyway , I really loved the music played in the movie. If anyone knows where i can find the CD or how i can get them please tell me. Really appreciate it=P. Overall, the pace and plot of the movie was very commendable and I enjoyed it. Winks* I had a wonderful time today and Hmpf**, finally WE got the correct popcorn size rite?..

OOh.. not to forget the Choir practice today. Made more progress on the dynamics and I guess we are getting closer to perfect blending and timing. A few more practices to GO... Jia YOu everyone.. or rather now I learnt "hito" refers to people. Jia You people!.. LOL

Actually, the Aca group is an amazing combination of people..

Bass-Music Pro Jerome and the always grinning HuX

Soprano-Very Sweet HuiYi , Jap pronunciation and language pro Jocelyn

Tenor-Wayne, who has his unqiue way of reading the Jap words, super humourous too

Alto-Dedicated Swee Yee and Me lo..( no comments.. I'm playing the harmonica part)

Lead- Gail, who has ears super sensitive to music notes. =)

Haha.. We are all tired but Together we'll make SukiYaki a success k?..

Mid-Term Break

2008-02-28T02:16:00.000+08:00

Just changed my blogskin with the help of my roomie today.. haha.. realised how noob i can be man.. nvm.. i'll explore more and hopefully be quite pro at doing all the HTML thingy man. My next step is to learn how to add music and retrieve my tagboard soon...

Haha.. added my second link too.. quite glad so many people are willing to offer a helping hand in this new sport..My mum* taught me how to add links =D

ANyway, its supposed to be mid-term break for us to catch-up or prepare for the coming exams. Now, i have like 3 human alarm clocks everyday to wake mi up =) cause waking mi up can be quite a tedious chore.. Special thanks to my son* for wake up call.. my blockmates for their knocks on the door every morning. LOL.. ANd my dear daddy for his calls and messages. yup.. u get the message.

SO glad that i finally finished my webcasts for physical chem...(OMG the lecturer is so lame. kinda regret not going for lectures).. HAve to start studying for my three mid-term tests =(
CHoir practices are quite fun too... finally finished the actions for Mama Mia and combined Memory with CME.. (Lucky there are not much exaggerated actions for Memory). ANd I mastered my Solo Harmonica Part.. YaYYY!!

okie.. half of the break is gone but my revision has gone nowhere... well.. it's always harder to start.. ^__^

First POst

2008-02-24T13:32:00.000+08:00

Yoz..

It's me.. just trying out if this thing works...=)
After procrastinating for so long.. finally have my own blog le.. with the help of my tutee.. muhaha..=P