Monday, April 28, 2008
Happie birthday to my fellow fugly 4.. Jacq.. she turns 20 today but could not go out with her cause i'm having my first paper today.!!
Anw. FNA1002x was erm. ok?.. but apparently some people found it damn easy!!.. argh...
BUt its the first paper i started studying since 2 weeks ago.. realli hope it will gimme a decent grade man.. anyway.. its over. look forward to the other 4 papers..
Went for hon gen sec interview for hall concert last week.. erm.. think i shd be up to the job ba.,. at least i shd be meticulous enuf and it involves money too.. how i love to count and do transactions for them. LOl.. but i guess i will also need to improve my typing speed so that i can keep up to it during meetings. haha..
VEry thankful to Zhi Jun and Swee Yee for waking me up during these two weeks, always helping me to get breakfast when i was realli tired.. Very touched by their gestures and realli wish them all the best for exams.. I guess good will be rewarded with good deeds ba. LOl..
oh.. and that Kiwi also somehow "liang xin fa xian" and stopped neglecting me le.. haha.. he's as sweet as usual le.. always making sure i sleep and eat well.. caring and understanding again le.. haha. *xing fu de nu ren* I hope after all the mugging he can do well and we will enjoy the holidays tgt.. Appreciate the thot of doing well for mi but well.. consistent work is always better right?...Hees..
OKie.. shall go study le.. two more weeks to go..=) but the anti-climax is.. I;m suddenly falling sick.. sian man..rawwah.. must be all the late nites..
oops.. I hear my roomie making funn noises already.. hees.. gtg
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8:19:00 PM
Monday, April 21, 2008
After all the frictions and misunderstandings, i'm glad we finally thrashed out everydin and things are much better now.. Haix.. Exams are realli such a pain (perhaps cause I lack time and planning) in the Ass. lol..
But den again. I remember wad my bio teacher said, if we did not slog damn hard for the battle, we wun taste the sweetness after the battle is fought.. LOL.
yup. anw its the last lap alr and much more time and understanding is needed man.. no matter wad. really look forward to my all activites after exams.. muahah.. all the outings, shoppping spree man. and I really need a HUGE BREAK.. i guess since its not possible to go overseas.. i shall explore all the nice places in singapore .. excluding SIngpaore flyer.. although its romantic but i think it can be a total rip-off.. .>.<..
Parks, amusements parks, zoo, safari, sentosa.. haha.. the lists goes on .. plus my shopping spre.. adn work. haha.. can't wait man..
Watched this movie.."blood of a shaman" on Friday nite i think.. the title sounds v scary but i thought the show was quite nice.. the plot and the effects.. Cant wait to watch NIm's Island too.. By then,i'll be enjoying and hopefully not grieving over my papers.. =(
Two more weeks to go.. I really hope it'll be better den last semester ba..
Hope my checkup later would be okay man..
ok.. I realli MIss you =)..
Thanks for all the concern and Tonics from you all too.. haha.. i nboe u care de.. =P
Happie Brithday mummmy..=)
JUst finish running to west coast.. tot it was quite enjoyable but my stupid left arch spoiled the fun by hurting. hope it gets better soon.. or swimming willbe my chief sports again..
argh.. i shd sleep..
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5:27:00 AM
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Fabulous Saturday=)
Haha.. guess this is like two days late.. 12thApril was a very happening day for mi=)
It was the day of Bazaar by the lake by my alta mater. CHung Cheng High School(Main).. the only school with a natural lake.. haha..=)that's the place I really enjoyed the most of my schooling days man..hmm.. sounds so old.. I simply loved the surroundings, the great friends I made there, the dedicated teachers and my godmum=)..
I guess I developed most dere too.. in terms of character development and interpersonal skills.. How i wish I could teach there after my NIE days.. anyway..Yah.. bazaar brings back losta of memories when the only tenacity class of chung cheng stayed overnite in school to prepare for our haunted house!
But dat day was really bazaar in the lake cause it rained and flooded a little, the Old CCA block where it used to be the highlight for nightwalks has been renamed innosphere... the walkways were all refurnished and it was much more comfortable to walk out the long path to busstop everyday!
Looking at the benches by the lake, it was the only place dat felt like home, I missed the lake breeze, the view, the benches, the fishes...mugging was so FUN woah... I felt so at ease.. so de-stressing..The class tee-shirts were very impressive too..
den after that, Mr ong..aka Gorilla gave me a lift to Plaza Singapura to celebrate our 8th Month anniversary.. We watched "definitely, maybe" and i guess it was okay.. haha.. it's the company that matters?.. quoted from someone..
We had dinner at Mahattan.. finally.. I was very impressed by the service and I think it's really better that Fish and co as rumoured.. heex.. the ambience was not bad too. haha..
Thou i unfortunately had to miss my Tech MM treat at Swensens, I guess i definitely enjoyed myself too and maybe I shd ask my mm for another treat.. LOL.. just joking..haha..
And not to forget baby Calen.. MY sec 3 form teacher's son!.. Aww...He's so cute and lovable and has such beautiful eyes..=)
Haha.. another new pet of my tutee.. so cute right.. trying to act shy..
That's kiwi... trying to look cool and natural.. he may be one of the few guys left who would stir his gf's sphagetti or her mocha.. LOL... he's up for grabs!)for once his hairstyle is nice.. haha.=)
Dat's some King Salmon Norwegian Fillet.. It's really nice.. hee..
One of the fabulous views of Chung Cheng!!!
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12:06:00 AM
Saturday, April 5, 2008
PHOTOSSS....
Dnd-Chevy and mi!! (in toilet)
hmMM-- mS nG.. loL.. (specs sponsored by tutee =P)
Amplitude- Swee Yee and MI.. (like mother like daughter).. success after a few attempts to take a nice photo..=)
GUess wad.. its a packet of tissue!! GOod quality too.. got this after seeing the doctor at UHWC and they took a sample of my muscus.. eeks..
My SWEEt boss and me.. haha.. always being so nice and understanding to us all.. worked at awfully chocolate for one day in March.. haha..=)
My son and I.. at commissioning parade.. haha.. (if he's capable, cause he inherited my genes.. LOL).. or maybe mutate abit lo.. like he always says..
Choir at NYDC @ Holland Village..
NIce calendar choir made for SHu shan.. I wrote on a few pages. hees..
Mug Pie.. they call. it.. a little on the high side.. but its real;li nice..!!
Astroboy!!.. haha... we do play in the bath room too.. hee..
My Little darling.. HUgs.. who hanged up on me after knowing I was not going home on fri!!.. haha.. i'll go swimming with you soon..
Just some photos to decorate my blog.. Summary for March..=P
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5:23:00 PM
Woah.. onli had one lecture today and i'm spending my first friday in hall man.. heex.. cause tuition cancelled and I have alumni performance.. but I misss my brother!!! hugs..
anyway.. swam like 20 laps today.. played table tennis and tou shi (koped skills) from cheng ying and played badminton man. haha.. learn frompro abit onli den can feel the difference already man..
feel healthier for one day lo... haha.. can destress too.. If only everyday work lidat confirm lose weight one lo.. haha.. Jia you..!!! =P..
at least its so much more enjoyable den running cause i have weak knees..=(.. if not i would haf done my fourth sport for the day.. running to PGP with my roomie..
Hmm.. maybe sometimes i'm realli easily satisfied ba.. so happy with dinner on friday!! there's sphagetti, my all time favourtie food, FISH and Tofu.. haha., the veg was my favourite too..=)
And I've been on my LAST organic lab report since yesterday.. but yeah!! after spending like ^ hrs... I;m almost done le.. WOAH.. must celebrate man.. its super troublesome to do and i browsed at least like 30 websites.. But at least I learnt alot of stuff and even draw my own mechanism cause those on the net were either not appropriate or not copyable.. =/
Really thank those people who left a message on the tag board and thanks for caring.. haha.. ya.. just to clarify, at least till now.. after much thinking . i think i realli wanna do it.. I'll play with PERFECT time management and chionging datelines den. ...
"Whether I think I can or can't, I'm right"..
With so many people helping and supporting me. I believe i can (we can) do it de...
BUt now... Mug first.. LOL....
One hour more to tech run..
Random thoughts.. Rate of clothes drying in room >>>>>> rate of drying outside.. hahaha
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5:01:00 PM
Thursday, April 3, 2008
Wah.. On a typical thursday like today.. i actually travelled at least 4 times on Bus B and went to business at least threee times.. haha.. And I even left my file dere.. haha.. makes me wonder if i'm from Business or Science.. LOL..
Anw.. very hectic schedule again and i guess its going to continue for some time ba.. Gambate..
Just went for the Rhoc, FLoat and OMC launch and I should say it brings lots of feelings ba.. For Rhoc.. its like that kind wished I was dere.. Haix.. Its so near yet seem so far.. From the first day I came to hall.. I knew I wanted to join dat, it was my passion, something I really wanted to do.. I strived hard for it.. eventually, I got it for a few days and was tranferred.. Arghhhh... I realli hope to be part of the fun worx...
For FLoat, I knew It was something special.. I really hope i can enjoy it too.. But the commitment was the scary part.. It seems I'm needed but later it seems i'm not.. Its very confusing.. but it certainly affects my decision ba..I've yet to tell my parents yet. and I haf to gif my frens the an answer about the room thing.. arghhhh.. HOw?????.. So troubled man...
I hate to drop this kind of tears.. U noe it just makes u feel better for the time being and when tears are dried.. you still haf to face it and solve the problem urself.. I really dono wad to do.. For once..I realli need a guide.. somewhere.. somehow.. please give me a hint..
If only.. i put my stand more clearly.. if only i din sign up for anydin.... If only I made a decision earlier. If only..
SOmetimes I wonder.. if others can sacrifice their family time.. Y cant i do the same???
But.. I guess the sweetest thing is that no matter my decision, you'll always be dere to support me right?.. Thanks..!!!!
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9:48:00 PM
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
Arghh.. I dono how I got myself into this mess but I guess that is what happens when u don stand very firm to your decision and be overly worried or think too much about others.
Well.. at first I was so happie to be in Rhoc.. it was wad i enjoyed doing, orientating the freshman and guiding them...but later i was put into float.. SO..I'm in this dilemma whether to not to commit my self for float during the holidays or not.. Saying yes means 8.5 weeks of my holidays gone, spending time with my family and earning money for my hall stay within the holidays oso gone...
But i deeply know that, through doing float in the holidays, I would be able to learn many things I would never be able to in my life, making more friends as we slog hard through the eights weeks going through thick and thin.. also the sense of achievement and satisfaction when you see something wonderful is being built from scratch.. Perhaps I may also be able to equip myself with practical skills such as making clothes or maybe construction of "organic" things with just CCCB or some L-bars..
Ya.. it really seems like a good deal or meaningful of spending the hols, I don realli care if ppl say its sai-gang .. But wad I realli need is time!!! I just need more time so that I can work.. Do float and have time for myself.. The only problem is dat i may eventually burn out or sth.. BUT dats the ony thing i can control.. If I wan to do and wan to work.. The onli thing i can sacrifice is my health or sleep.. Maybe is how bad you wan something in life..
I already made up my mind at first, as I felt it was time to contribute to home after being away for so long. I really missed my family and I tot it would be good to earn my hall fees during the long holiday so that I could concentrate during sem time for my academics.. and it was school holidays, I really needed to look after my little brother so that my sister could go to school and parents to work.. AT the same time.. i knew i would be missing out on times with my friends and the wonderful experiences.. Haix..
Somehow.. I felt it all boils down to a struggle between money and family versus experience and people's opinions as well as feeling bad to throw people alone and not helping out when i may be able to.. It's like this, at first I was the only one doing costumes, but the head as promised, found two or more people to help and he thought of ways to lighten the burden by asking the dancers to help out woth costumes.. I really appreciate the gesture and the most I felt I should not just back out irresponsibly when others are trying to help.. It would be very Ironic that manpower increased yet I back out, leaving the others to suffer.. Its to selfish for me to do dat.. Its not me.. if either way someone must struggle, i rather it be ma...>.<
The most demoralising thing is that people closest to my heart don really understand my feelings and (maybe for my own good), they sound really harsh for mi to make this difficult decision. Ya,maybe they are right, I need to be scolded or jolted to senses before I continue torturing myself this way.. But i really hope they understand too. It's abit hurtful, but i understand their intentions. They are just protecting me from overloading and eventually not achieve anydin. Yup.. But I din wan this to happen either... if scolding me solves things den I don mind being scolded as long i'll enjoy to best of both worlds.
All said, I think the best option is to convince my parents about this activity, chiong my maybe 3 days/ per week to reach my dateline and work the rest of the time.. It's very tough, but I hope if i wan it bad enuf.. It will work.. As long I earn enuf pocket money and hall fees to support myself.. my mum would be appeased.. as long i eat and sleep well, my dad and I can still continue to miss each other no matter where we are.. ya i noe he will understand.. tHE most be like Owl lo.. work in the day.. chiong float at nite.. =)
I guess there's no problem in the world that can't be solved ba.. But one can't have everydin in the world...I should be glad for once I can make my OWN decision myself.. and I shall leave with it... yup.. so more convincing for mi to do man...
Haix.. Feel better pouring out almost evrydin ba... I hope good news will come soon!
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