Thursday, October 8, 2009

Had a verrrry hectic and fulfilling day today.. was a made rush but it all ended well =))

Haha..woke up grudgingly and took my one and a half hr bus ride to school for MNO 3303.. lucky its another activity and it was held in hall.. somehow it would be a compensation for making us go back for school during E learning.. lol. haha.. But the activity was fun and we were playing some game about production and forming words.. it was really fun trying to argue that your sentences make sense and the interaction was great..=) haha

Den went for a decision making survey and won 8 bucks.. haha.. quite easy money.. But the only anti -climax was that i wsa sneezing all the time since morning.. must be something dirty in the dust in the hall since morning that made mi sneeze so much., my nose also tired lo.. haha

AFter that had brunch at BUSiness with ZHi jun,, haha, very long never eat there already.. had quite a good time catching up with zhi jun., made me miss hall even MORE>> haha..she is still as caring as usual..

Travelled to give tution at Yio CHu kang and had dinner with ANGels, SHuyun, HUi Yan and MUi kee at EVERYTHING WITH FRIES..=) haha.. realli glad to see swee and tony too.. haha.. and glad they loved the food.. I soo love the NUTella tart dere..

bought a slice for KAshing and Realli happy that he and his family liked it too.. haha.. Cnat wait to go s=mug in school tml n lunch with him.. haha..

SOme OWL made my life more happening with all his funny messages.. haha =)

Cant help but laugh at the funny responses on my NOTE in facebook.. haha thanks all for the responses.. lol

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

12:51:00 AM

Monday, October 5, 2009

Finally the day has come!!

3rd of OCt is an important day cause its the birthday of my special fren and it marks the end of a bad period in my life..=/

Went to changi village hotel for seng wai's birthday and the ambience was realli good..=) haha.. loved the BBq food.. anbd the pasta was not bad too.. haha.. Took a photo of a greedy housefly who dropped into the chocolate fondue and died happily dere.. lol

The toilet signs were very blin blink too.. haha.. shall upload the photos soon..

Dono why had stomach upset today, cant got for tuition or glyn's 21st birthday. Siann.. feel so bad la.. rawwah....bad and busy weekend man... n FARM TOWN is down.., argh.. all my harvests.. lol

Shall go try to mug for MId terms tml.. glad that i finally finished the marketing project.. at least a draft and the group project for MNO.. but indivudal project haven yet,, arghhh.. its all going to be over soon.. =) was abit touched ytd by a friend's concern.. haha.. cute but funny man.. all the best in ur computting thingy., haha

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

12:06:00 AM

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

hello..

I noe swee, lisa, eehiang and many others who care are going to kill mi.. but this is the last time.. I promise,..=)

第一次被骗是天真，第二次是无知，第三次是笨蛋

再次再次地不回头，那是你最后的温柔”以前我不懂，现在我懂了。

不回头，才不会让我们伤得那么重。

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

12:03:00 AM

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Had full day tuition today.. abit tired but i guess its a source of refuge for mi.. haha.. prelims just ended and quite worried for the O level students. haha.. but they seem less worried den mi lo.. haha..

MY sec 2 boy was so notti today. wanted to sleep and even went to the toilet to nap.. lol.. end of year exams also coming for the secondary school students n little roof roof.. but i seem to be the more anxious one.. before long essays and projects are due too.. haix.. stress man..

Dono why today got a little emo when i saw some of the sweet sweet msg in my com. i tot i would not see them again... but I guess the feelings of joy seem come when I come across them as and when.. I guess I'm not devoid of feelings and I'm super sentimental.. so having some feelings shd be normal .. =) but its realli different already.. SOmetimes looking back, If i had the choice to choose again.. would I rather say no or don mind experiencing it again?. I dono .. i realli don. but I noe i;ll handle it differently and in a different attitude..

I guess more protection would have been done+)) DOno if I should buy the book the SECRET.. its realli motivating but I 'm afraid to be too reliant on it.. hmm .. shall tink about it.. looking for a tote bag for my books.., =) one that is a little feminine and wun get out of shape easily.. haha..

Abit sian about my holidays to HK already.. dono if i shd go or not.. still abit doubtful of the wrong crowd thingy...hope evrydin works out.-)

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

9:35:00 PM

Friday, September 25, 2009

wow... tink I MIA again..=/

The 6 weeks have been so busy and routined.. tuition, lecture, class,.. I realli spent more time in tuition den revising.. friends have been advising mi but I just cant bear to give up the responsibility.. realli hope helping them is helping myself too.. their exams are going to end already and I would have more time for myself..=)

BUt have been busy doing lots of FACEBOOK quizzes.. lol..

new addiction to Farm Town now man.. bad.. haha.. lots of thing to update but i guess its too much to say here..New addiction might be mafia wars but I'm trying to control...

about 2 more weeks and I hope I am out of wad I should be out alreadY =) its a special dasy for a special fren in my life and a day I hope to be free of all worries..=/.. All the memories shoudl all have been buried and put at the back of my mind..

Recess week is almost ending alre3ady.. good thing is I realli had a good rest.. but I have not fulfilled my PLAN to study at MAcs.. cause I realli don like the burgers dere when u have to buy it just to sit dere.. but the coffee is a bit better.. Have been eating out alot during recess week and been to a few cool places!!!

The new cafe " Everything with FRies" has very very nice breaded salmon.. the nutella tart is superb too.. onna bring my frens to try already.. haha.. Wen tot supreme cour today.. its a rare chance cause I would not wanna go there during trials unless my special one is the lawyer dere.. lol. but its realli nice and tech savvy!!

Was supposed to go K box today.. the charge on the pamplet was 20 ++ but when we got there, it suddenly became 42++ after all the charges!! so atrocious man. in the end went to eat Asian Kitchen .. have not been dere for quite some time already. new company at the place with lots of memory..SOme retail therapy today.. haha..

SUnday went to RH to stay over at ZHi Jun's room.. had a great nite chit chatting, gossiping, updating and studied quite a lot man.. the place is so new after renovation , especiall y the toilets=)

Here are some interesting quizzes I took.. haha.

1) Ng completed the quiz "What Personality Trait Stands Out Most In You?" with the result Adventurous.

You have an exciting personality. There isn't one boring moment in your life. You have an insatiable curiosity that takes you on many memorable experiences. Your wonder of the world demands that you travel, wherever it may be! Simply looking at a picture or reading about it won't be enough. You're strong and fearless enough that you come off as heroic. You have an honorable charm about you. You are very loyal to your friends, family, and especially your romantic interest. A promise is a promise..

2)Ng completed the quiz "The Real You." with the result Yourself.

The truth is, you already are aware of yourself and who you are. You've come to terms with yourself and have been through almost everything. You live, love, and cherish. You've already shown everyone your true colors. Your life is complete. Nothing hold you back. You've lived with regrets, anger, hurt, despair, light dark, and everything in between. However, these things won't stop you. Keep living on. You find beauty in yourself and others. You are prone to changing. You let your emotions out and keep them that way. Everyone admires you for your loyalty and trustworthiness. You are a truly unique and one in your own..

3) Ng took the quiz "What Kind of Guy is Attracted to You?" and got the result: Nerd!

Often attracted to girls who are too beautiful even to speak to, the Nerd waits for an opportunity to make contact and then chokes right up. You're drop dead gorgeous and totally out of his league, but you should consider settling on these not-so-good-lookers. These guys are the sweetest of the bunch. They have secure salaries with their successful IT companies and tend to remember just how lucky they are. Where the other boys might take you for granted, the Nerd will always remind you you're a princess.

4)Ng took the quiz "Who is Your Disney Twin?!!" and got the result: Woody!

you are a leader by nature, and hate it when your high position is taken. You are jealous but you love your friends and are loyal to the end. You don't like change. You are secretly insecure about yourself and worry that you are easily disposable. You should know that no one can ever take your place. You are brave and easily face danger to protect your friends.

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

9:49:00 PM

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Its been 2-3 weeks since that scary present was received.. I guess i hope i somehow get better or over it.

"Think, but don dwell"
"He not worthy of you"
"You'll find someone better"
"We'll always be here for you"
"Miss if you must, don try to stop yourself"
"DOn hurt yourself and do such things, you deserve to be happier"
" It a good choice girl, don look back cause the future is brighter"
"Brace urself, ring mi whenever u tink of him"
" hang on, its going to be over even before you noe it"
" Have some pride girl"
" HE should be sad cause he is losing a gem"
" You should be able ot find your way soon, Keep ur chin up"
" You arent compelled to feel this way but to continue to pursue your own happiness"
" BE thankful dat you've been spared from a cheater and loser"
" He just got no B****, its his loss"

Wah.. n the list goes on.. realli very thankful that this is wad backed mi all this while.. realli very grateful and I shall be strong just for u!! =)

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

11:14:00 PM

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Just when i was about to celebrate my special sem completion and his attachment ending. this has to happened. when i was planning a surprise for him.. haix.. my 21st bday wish might not come true le..i guess it might be unpredictable and it could have been prevented if i were more careful, less blinded and more decisive..

There is always a first time for everydin, I noe it is wrong of him to two-time, my friends say its very jerk to do dat and worst was he did not even dare to admit it. he said it was to protect me and also cause he was not sure of his own feelings, but this incident has really scarred my confidence towards relationships, and perhaps even have a phobia for it.. haix.. reali dono wad to say le.. sad of cuz sad.. but i don wan to tell him.. i have to put up the brave front to prevent my dad from worrying .. to help him make the decision, i realli don wan to see him so confused and sad.. =/ i dono if i am doing him harm by pushing him away, but i guess in the short run it shd help mi feel less stressed ba.. don wan him to drink too.. cause its realli bad for his health.. hope al the sacrifice would be appreciated one day..

I finally released how my soft-heartedness and sillyness had led to this heartbreak ba.. if i had made up my mind earlier, maybe all this hurt would not have been inflicted on me.. when i was so overly concerned about reactions to a breakup, worried about how he was going to cope, realli made me make that decision to give us a chance, little did i noe that he was not as strong as i was. Tempations were always dere, not dat i blame him, but i guess most guys would have felt flattered by such a confession and easy target. yup.. i was always born not learning how to fend for myself, to be selfish or to fight for things i wan.. ( this is a good n bad point man) but i guess its time to learn to be strong ---- for my friends n for myself!!

THough i did not fight for my friends, I still had a wonderful bunch of friends who always supported me throughout this difficult period, lots of advice, encouragements, calls, dinner dates flowed in, all just to make sure I would be fine.. I was really overwhelmed and felt glad i had these people with me.. the messages all so touching n amusing, the different types of ways to get me back on my feet. I don say they erase the hurt, but they really helped to lighten it.. “ jing yi shi zhang yi zhi “ ba.. i really learned the importance to be tougher and more rational le.

Memories shall just be memories, tinking about it still brings back the laughter n I guess at least i once enjoyed and was really happy before.. being sentimental is something I still cant get over and i noe as my friends said, that’s just Li Wei.. haha.. atttachemtn is starting soon.. hope i will be busy enough to get over it faster and not have the heart-ache anymore. I hope wad my friends said is true that I deserve someone better.

If there is no bitterness of the breakup, there would be no sweetness in the relationship. I guess I have no regrets since I really put in my heart n soul, dedicating all that I could for him. I dui de qi zi ji le.. It obvious who is losing the gem =) haha..

I really hope to put this chapter of life behind, only remember the sweet memories and forget the unhappy ones. IF we can still be friends, it would be good, if not, all I have in exchange would be loads of good friends and the lessons learned.. Look forward to a better future and wish u all the best.. I’m not the vengeful kind so i really wish u all the best! Please noe dat every girl has the right to be loved =) the biggest hurt comes from the lies dat u said which was mean to protect me but i guess it made things worst.

Thanks for all that you have done! Thanks for making me a better person and letting me realise the harsh reality of 1+1 is not equals to 2. Not everything can be reciprocated with efforts and dedication. It also depends on tian shi, di li and ren he..>.<>

To my special friends, u guys rock and thanks for being dere patiently, listening to all my rantings and sharing... u all made me more hopeful and taught me to love myself more! U guys made me feel much better and thanks for all the kind gestures =)

Dats for me to noe, For you to guess =)

11:14:00 PM

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